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Of Jalan-jalan At Kuching {Part 1}

2012-02-24T00:50:00.002+08:00

I think I need to do a series of proper posts of my recent trip to Kuching although I know they will make some of you feel muak because of overloaded pictures uploaded. Hehe! I'm trully sorry but I don't go to Kuching every month & it's not just situated over the bridge, hence it really deserves a proper post ayte?

Plus, documenting things at my blog is a ritual. I can't simply escape this one :)

Now I know why people can go on, on & on with the stories of their trips, to abroad especially. Mek yang pergi dalam Malaysia ni pun rasa excited, ini kan pula going to places you've been wanting to visit for ages kan? The foreign lands are quite interesting places to explore. Even going to their McD could give you a different feeling :)

So, I'll start with the less important part first, which involves our journey to Kuching on 19th February. Less important tu maknanya masa ni duit masih tersusun rapi dalam purse. Lol!

{ Day 1 }

Our flight to KLIA was at 6:30 a.m & the next flight to Kuching was at 12.25 p.m. I had a lack of sleep the night before, pakai contact lens pun pedih mata mek. Maka waktu terluang di dalam kapal terbang di manfaat sebaik mungkin yakni tidur

So much of having only 2 hours of sleep

The view of Kota Bharu, early in the morning

We arrived at Riverside Majestic Hotel around 2 something p.m. The hotel situated about 20 minutes drive from Kuching International Airport, less than 5 minutes walk to Kuching Waterfront & also a line of souvenir shops. Shopping malls juga terletak berhampiran, bagaikan markah bonus di situ

{image taken from the hotel's website}

Every room has a flat screen tv, so I had no problem staying alone from 8 a.m till 5 something p.m whilst Kakak attended the meeting in the same hotel building. Other than the junk food which had kept me occupied, bantal-bantal yang empuk juga menyumbang kepada faktor-faktor survival tinggal seorang diri di dalam bilik

Kakak didn't allow me to explore the town alone, bahaya katanya. So, after meeting barulah mek boleh menyaksikan panorama bandar Kuching. Makan tidur tengok tv, makan tidur tengok tv; no wonder la rasa pipi ni macam kembung terlebih -.-'

The ultimate purpose that brought us there

Got to meet some important people from various backgrounds, mostly from SPRM, PTN & PTD. Nama lagi meeting orang-orang gomen kan? I think I was the youngest one in the trip & I actually enjoyed the attention I had received from them. Mostly pangkat ayah-ayah dah pun. Well, if you get what I mean. Lol!

{To be continued}

He Listens

2012-02-23T22:43:00.000+08:00

Of A White Healing Stick & Stuffy Stuffy Nose

2012-02-23T02:55:00.008+08:00

Arrived home safe & sound at 9 p.m & our petite famille {plus 6 cats & kittens} is complete as usual. Alhamdullillah!

It's almost 3 a.m, I should have been somewhere in LalaLand but my panda-ish eyes refuse to cooperate, leaving my weary mind wanders alone. Hamboii, demand dia! Esok pukul berapa entah baru kembali membuka mata

And rasa macam nak selsema lah & rasa macam sesak nafas juga. Adakah ini penangan jangkitan daripada Kakak since I spent most of my times with her during our stay in Kuching? She's getting better btw & by that, does it mean that she's succesfully transferred her germs to me? Oh noooooo! :O

Me & Kakak with her healing stick for her demanding stuffy nose
She purposely posed like that btw. And gambar tak centre sebab tangan mek pendek -.-'

Maybe I should get myself that healing stick {what's it called btw?} too, other than Minyak Cap Kapak, drink a lot of water, sleep early *coughs*, get enough rest & pray to Allah that hopefully I won't get sick. I still have two janji temus bersama teman-teman wanita yang perlu dipenuhi, you know. Ya, I'm a celebrity liddat *flips tudung kiri kanan*

And I still need to buy some stuff for kembali ke sekolah. 2 weeks more, or less? Pftt!

Congratulations X 3

2012-02-22T17:06:00.003+08:00

Currently at KLIA with the Sister; chilling, baring-baring like a boss, usya-ing pilots {reminds me to my dear old friend, Aiman. Oh my, how good looking he can be in that white uniform!} while tahan pening-pening lalat for the lack of sleep last night. Our next flight to K.Bharu will be at 6:25 pm, so ini sahajalah yang mampu kami lakukan selain daripada menyusutkan lagi bilangan kepingan pitih di dalam purse. Tsk!

Anyway, the final exam result was released early this morning, sent to our e-mail. Almost 2 a.m baru lah menjelma e-mail itu, penat ye mek nebes sorang-sorang manakala Kakak selamat sudah tidur. You should really see how nervous I was in front of the laptop that I kept refreshing my e-mail inbox 45 times in a minute. I swear if I had anybody sitting next to me that moment, I would hug her!

Apparently, I also could turn myself into a mini Hulk when I'm worried. You definitely dowan to sit near me with my face so masam & garang like above. Huih!

All in all, I'm glad that everything turned out ok. Dean List jauh sekali la dikkkk but Alhamdulillah. At least, I've some reasons to tell my Parents why I spent so much money in these 4 days. Hehe!

And to my seniors, congratulations for completing your LL.B (Hons)! You've made it! WoohOo! Nanti nak datang menyibuk masa korang punya convocation boleh tak? :D And also to my dear comrades of LL.B Part 1, congratulations juga. See you guys in 2 weeks, InsyaAllah

And congratulations kuasa 3 to my senior sekolah rendah slash jiran sekampung slash senior at UiTM for being appointed as Puan Magistrate last week. Truly an inspiration she is :)

Another testimonial that LL.B Part 2 is tough *shivers*

Last Night

2012-02-21T21:17:00.002+08:00

Last night spent at Kuching & is it too early to say that I've fallen in love with this place? The waterfront especially. I can walk & sit for hours along the river & enjoy the majestic view it's got to offer

And tomorrow morning juga result keluarrrrr! Takutnya mek. Dengar cite 44 orang fail paper Evidence Law. Oh my Allah, how scary is that? :(

Need to pack our barang. My purse is badly damaged btw

Hallo Ku-ching!

2012-02-19T00:35:00.005+08:00

Packing 80% done!

I had a hard time to choose which garments I'm going to bring for my trip to Kuching tomorrow morning. Why? Because apparently I didn't spend much money on new clothes lately. I rather spend much on food to satisfy my oh-so demanding tummy but to splurge RM50 on a single blouse, maybe mek kena fikir 20 kali. Cheapskate much -.-'

And that explains the ulang tayang bajus in my pictures. Wah! Bimbo sangat bunyinye yop! Hehe!

Anyway, this blog will be unattended for a few days. Well, let see la how. Tak sure kat sana ada free wifi ke tak dalam bilik. We're going to stay at Riverside Majestic Hotel & if you stay/study/live in Kuching & happen to bump into this girl, please give salam or say hello! :D

Muka control much, as you can tell. Lol!

Tak pun, kalau dia feeling ala-ala tourist, besar kemungkinan dia akan jadi atau kelihatan macam dalam gambar di bawah. But please, don't hesitate to give salam or say hello. She'll be as happy as a duckling being soaked into a pond liddat! :D

Ala-ala Suria Perkasa Hitam

Need to sleep now as we've to wake up at 4.30 a.m to catch our flight at 6:30 a.m. Early birds senggoti lagu ni. Have a nice day, people! Assalamualaikum & take care! ♥

A Reminder To Myself & My Dear Sisters {Part 2}

2012-02-18T20:23:00.002+08:00

A continuation from 'A Reminder To Myself & Dear Sisters {Part 1}'

6. Try to allocate a minimum amount of time each day to Islamic activities

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For example four hours split between salah, Quran and Islamic studies will enable you to build up your relationship with Allah swt and make good progress with acquiring knowledge. Remember that the 5 fard (obligatory) salah are your top priority and you should form the framework of your daily routine around these.

7. Dress modestly
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This does not mean that you have to look ugly or not stylish. Just be modest. Wear longer shirts and avoid tank tops and shorts. Stay away from clothes that are too tight. Remember that it is obligatory to cover the whole body except the face and hands, which are recommended but not obligatory. This also helps you to change your whole outlook on what is acceptable and what is not.

8. Hang out with good friends
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Going with the theme you may want to make friends who share your mission of being a good Muslim. If you are lucky enough, you might spot a Muslimah your age. Be sure to make friends with a “practicing” Muslimah if you find one. You can tell her how you are trying to be a better Muslim, and she might be able to help!

9. Avoid negative influences
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Including old friends (as hard as it may be, the reward is well worth it) who may have had a bad influence or who bring out the negative characteristics in you. We all have the Shaitan (devil) in us, but it is our responsibility as Muslims to fight these temptations and urges by increasing our faith and spirituality.

10. Forgive yourself for any sins you may have committed
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You need to let go of past mistakes and work on improving the future. Whatever has happened is done. It is in the past and there is nothing you can do to change it or better it. The only thing you can do is forgive yourself or use those negative experiences as motivation to get better and do good

11. Notice where your weaknesses are and avoid them
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This is not to say that you should run every time a guy comes near, but learn to lower the gaze and remember that Allah (SWT) is severe in punishment. They are not people that you need in your life anyway

12. Take it day by day
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If you make it a priority in your mind that you want to strive to be the best Muslim girl possible, you will achieve this goal without even realizing it! Every time you are about to do something, think: “Is this something good or religious?” If it isn’t, don’t do it! Simply remind yourself and be ready to stop yourself, just in case. Every single moment of every day must be devoted to providing pleasure for Allah (SWT).

Before & After Project #3

2012-02-17T23:07:00.006+08:00

Done with Before + After Project #3. Alhamdullilah!

It took me about 3-4 hours {plus hours of searching for suitable materials} to finish editing Haizi's blog & I'm glad that she likes it :) Her favourite colour is purple, so I decided that black, white & purple will be a nice combination for her blog. What do you think?

Before

After

This is second purple blog after Rayyan's. All this while, I thought most of the girls like pink. I'm so wrong!

Haizi's a friend I've known since Penang Matriculation College days & also a member of Drama Club where I was the Vice President {which explains the drama queen me. Lol!} & Haizi was one of the main actresses. Woots! She's a lecturer at UiTM {and here I'm still doing my Honours. Sobs!} & orang dia comel putih gebu :)

To Haizi, congratulations on your marriage once again & may you be blessed with a never ending happy life with your Sultan & many cute smart kids in the future. Amin... Auww! Puan sudah kawan saya ini ♥

Testing My Vocal With Isha

2012-02-17T03:01:00.005+08:00

My neighbour came a few days ago & brought along a 7 month-old girl, Isha whom she babysits during weekdays. I never met her before & was quite afraid if she would cry but surprise surprise, Isha didn't cry at all during our time alone upstairs. Did it mean Isha likes Kak Sue? ♥

Or should I address myself as Mokcik Sue? -.-' I feel so old already

Anyway people, meet Isha!

My attempt of trying to be creative in mak-mak way

Bagi remote control lama & kotak exclipse yang menghasilkan bunyi which made Isha sungguhlah excited. Tersengih-sengih dia, siap gerak-gerak badan lagi. Hehe! We've no small kid in the house, hence no (appropriate) toys except my stuffed toys but they're my toys, I don't want to share #dilemaseoranganakbongsutua

Cheeky girl!

I tried to put her to sleep; tepuk-tepuk badan sambil nyanyi lullabies & 'Lailahaillah'. Lepas tu Isha pun ikut sekali tepuk-tepuk badan dia which I found very hillarious & cute. Hahahaha! Orang tepuk dia, dia tepuk diri sendiri pulak. Muka innocent sungguh tiada perasaan, tangan berisi sungguh sedap kalau dapat digigit

I can't imagine myself doing that to my kid(s) someday, I mean bab tepuk-tepuk & nyanyi-nyanyi tu. Dengan suara mek yang tidak seberapa, mek tidak yakin dapat membuatkan anak mek mamai di buai mimpi. I even stopped half way while doing that to Isha after realizing how awkward it was

Isha didn't sleep of course. Lepas mek habis nyanyi, dia pun bangun & merangkak laju ke arah kotak inai kepunyaan Ma. Hurm, even a 7 month-old girl could judge my singing talent. Should I say more?

Ku-ching

2012-02-16T00:50:00.021+08:00

Taken from Kakak's Fb

That will be my first trip to Sarawak Bumi Kenyalang, InsyaAllah. So, of course being given this opportunity excites me. Alhamdulillah & woohoO!

To Kakak, tqvm for this present. Me love you! ♥ And may you get well quick from your flu, Amin...

I know I'll be stuck in the hotel room from 8 a.m till 5 p.m for a few days but tell me, if somebody's so murah hati to pay you the flight tickets, then why not ayte? Hehe! After all, she's going there for a meeting, not solely for sight-seeing bersama adik bongsu. So I shouldn't expect much tapi seafood hunting wajiblah on

I still have 2 days more to pack my stuff but knowing me, I must start choosing which bajus, tudungs/shawls, handbag & shoes/sandals/flats etc I should bring nanti supaya tidak mengelabah di kemudian hari. From my past experience, it's safe to say that I'm not a light traveler. Tsk!

Apparently, my red luggage is too big for 4 days of jalan-jalan. So, I've to borrow Kakak's. Stickers here & there lah you see but Kakak forbids me from removing them, I don't know why -.-' A proof that it's been to quite number of places already, I assume

Anyway, say hello to this travelling luggage. Its name is Polo Molo

Before & After Project #2

2012-02-15T22:30:00.004+08:00

For Before & After Project #2, I was honoured to be given a chance to do some changes to Rayyan's blog. She wanted something simple with some elements of purple. So, what I did was to have that light purple background installed & a picture of some colourful flowers & a bee as the header

Before

After

Rayyan was my secondary school junior back then in SciPP. Orangnya tinggi lampai, kalah kakak seniornya ini. Mek ingat lagi, masa first day Rayyan & her batchmates datang register, mek & Lisz pergi kacau-kacau dorang dalam dorm. Kitorang menyamar jadi adik-adik Form 1 la kunun-kunun tapi memang tak sesuai la jadi Form 1 kalau awal-awal dah banyak mulut macam tu kan? Terus perbuatan kami berjaya di hidu. Jatuh saham kami sebagai kakak-kakak senior Form 4 -.-'

But the good thing that came after is the sisterhood! ♥ I've to admit that I wasn't that friendly in school {no adik angkat, kakak angkat etc. You know, things people usually do at all girls' boarding school} but Rayyan & soon-to-be-a-Dr Atiey *waves at her* are my exceptions :)

Rayyan's currently studying at University Al-Azhar, Mansoura, Egypt & I pray the best for her life, Amin...

I Hope It's Not Too Late To Post This

2012-02-15T03:35:00.001+08:00

Of A Ring & Hint

2012-02-14T16:52:00.003+08:00

For my birthday last month, Ma was so baik hati to splurge some money & got me a gold ring ♥

The design is simple but I was so touched because looking at my own record, mek telah ~~berjaya~~ menghilangkan 2 bentuk cincin, gelang kaki {masa mek kecik-kecik dahulu. Feeling gegurl katanya} & a bracelet. Dan juga telah mematahkan subang peninggalan arwah Kak Ni

Mek mengesyaki bahawa Ma has already forgot about them. I'm so sorry :(

Well, in my defence, I don't like having anything around my finger(s), even wearing necklace makes me feel suffocated. Macam ada beban tambahan yang terpaksa dipikul oleh leher. Kalau cincin pulak, rasa macam ada sesuatu merantai jejari mek. Gitu! Memadailah dengan gelang & jam tangan sahaja

When Ma gave the ring to me, she jokingly said "Nah, cincin tunang. *giggles*"

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Adakah pemberian cincin ini adalah hint untuk mek bahawa time is running out? Tambahan pula beberapa hari lepas, beliau memberi nasihat, 'Janganlah jual mahal sangat'. ROTFL! Mek stay up malam-malam usya blog orang, beliau menyangka mek sedang chat di YM walhal mek sudah lama tiada kepentingan di situ, mek ber'msg dengan Kakak & Dayah, beliau sibuk mahu tahu siapa

Inilah yang di namakan dilema anak bongsu, ladies & gentlemen

Tell me Ma, how to jual mahal sedangkan me has no many guy friends, me has no pitih to marry & have you forgot that me has no a little cooking talent also?

Before & After Project #1

2012-02-13T23:45:00.009+08:00

Assalamualaikum & hello, people! ♥

It's been such a productive day for me. Apart from baby sitting a 7 month-old baby girl, doing house chores, menjenguk anak-anak kucin, men'grooming Tommy & anak-anak kucin etc, I had spent some times on editing Ejatie's blog; searching for the materials, playing with MS Paint, MS Office Picture Manager & Picnik. Rasa malu nak guna term 'blog make over' as I didn't do much changes there & mek memang sengaja tak instal Adobe Photoshop sebab Umar kan dah uzur *coughs*

Ejatie's my Brother-in-law's cousin anyway. Currently studying in UIA Kuantan & I can assure you that she's single :P

So, this is the before & after the project;

Before

After

Well, I told you. Idok la banyak beno changesnya except the header & background. Mek buat setakat yang mampu. Nonetheless, it still makes me feel happy. Alhamdulillah :D Tak sia-sia mek promote hari tu, nasib baik ada jugal customers yang berminat. Lol!

Next project is on my secondary school's junior's blog, Rayyan :)

Of Being A Mother of Two; Umar & Azraq

2012-02-13T00:54:00.003+08:00

Mukadimmah: Mek macam dah tak tahu nak bercerita apa di sini. Angin kerajinan belum datang menyapa mek untuk memindahkan gambar dari digicam. Maka, marilah mek bercerita tentang external hard disk yang mek beli last month

My 4 year-old laptop {its name is Umar btw} has been showing some signs of 'keuzuran' lately. It's been running slow & I've no choice but to be extremely patient. Of course there were times my blood went up upstairs but most of the times, mek redha sahajalah T_T

I know sooner or later, I'll bid him good bye. Nothing stays, matter of factly

So, one of the things I did in preparing myself to be apart from Umar {other than me begging Kakak to pay for Umar's RAM di mana sampai ke sudah tak dapek. Lol!} is getting myself an external hard disk. Nanti bila Umar decides to mati withour any proper sign, at least all my documents, pictures, videos etc are safe in there, InsyaAllah

Setelah ditimbang, disukat & diukur, mek finally bought Umar's ~~rival~~ brother on 25 Jan 2012. *claps claps* Umar itself was born on 21 Jan 2008 {Kakak bought it as my birthday present. Tqvm! ♥}, nanti bolehlah celebrate birthday sama-sama kami bertiga. Lol! Ini ala-ala birthday present untuk diri mek sendiri walaupun sebelum tu mek hampir-hampir membeli sebuah HP Samsung Galaxy, instead of this external hard disk

Mujur iman mek kuat walaupun agak goyah di tiup angin. Seronok tengok Syairah dapat hp baru dekpong, mek turut sama mendapat tempias angin kus-kus. Tidak mengapalah, Nokia E71 tu pun masih bagus walaupun kadang-kala, ia sengal

Seagate 500GB for RM219 at Plaza Alam Sentral, S.Alam

I wish mine is red or pink tapi out of stock katanya. Tengok kat lelong.com, most of the prices offered for RM249

And last week, he finally had something to clothe itself

Bought it at KB Mall for RM25 & sebab tak banyak choice, I chose this casing instead of pink. Kalau ikut hati mek, memang tak berbaju la dia tapi Kakak said the casing is important so that it won't *insert any advantage of having one as mek couldn't recall it already*

Lepas balik rumah & buka kotak casing tu, barulah mek menyedari ada bendera Amerika rupanya. Alahai! -.-'

Peek-a-boo!

Anyway, I decided to call it 'Azraq' which means blue in Arabic :)

A Reminder To Myself & My Dear Sisters {Part 1}

2012-02-12T17:53:00.001+08:00

Found this post at this Najanajwa's blog, edited it a bit by putting some pictures taken from tumblr, divided it into 2 parts & tadaaaa! May we gain some benefits from it, InsyaAllah & feel free to share it at your blog :)

How to Become a Better Muslimah {Part 1}

If you are a Muslimah who feels that she has been lacking in her religious duties, it is not too late to turn that around, regardless of your age or what you have done. Here are some things you can do to become a better Muslimah:

1. Discover what are the influences causing you to turn your back on your religion come
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Maybe you can trace back the cause to either family situations or friends that are leading you in the wrong path. Leave the friends. They will not be there on judgment day when you have to face Allah on your own. If it is because of family, it is a little more difficult. This is where the next steps will come in handy

2. Wear hijab

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If you are truly devoted to turning over a new leaf and becoming the best Muslimah that you can be, you must wear the hijab. The hijab is not just a piece of cloth that covers hair, it changes you mentally and spiritually. Think of it as a way for Allah to protect the women. As soon as you wear the hijab, hopefully, your whole perspective on self-respect and values will automatically change. Consider the additional benefits of the face veil (niqaab)

3. Pray five times a day
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Before you get on the prayer rug, learn what the prayer words mean to enhance your contemplation within prayer. If you do not speak Arabic, try to find some translated versions of the prayer and take some time to read and understand what the words mean. Start making prayer a normal part of your day, the way eating is needed to us, our spiritual food is prayers

4. Read the Quran
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Again, you can read it in English {or Bahasa Melayu in our case} if you are not fluent in Arabic. Reading the Quran will help establish a useful relationship with Allah and will also allow you to understand how beautiful the religion is. Listening to it (you can find videos online) also makes you feel closer to Allah

5. Learn more about Islam
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Know what you have to do (which is called ‘wajib’ things) and what you can’t do (haram things). The Internet is a valuable source to search for Islamic rules and regulations and the punishments that apply if they are broken. The punishments may sometimes seem severe, but they are there to protect society and guide the believers to follow the way of Allah (SWT)

{To be continued}

Ranking Cinta Saya

2012-02-12T00:39:00.001+08:00

Tanpa sedar, kita mungkin salah meletakkan pada siapa yang harus kita ingat lebih. Dan pada apa yang harus kita cinta lebih. Fikirlah, dalam sehari pada siapa yang kita selalu ingat? Atau benda apa yang paling banyak kita fikir?

Benda yang kita banyak fikir dalam sehari itulah, hakikatnya benda yang kita TERLALU CINTA! Orang yang kita sering teringat-ingat itulah, hakikatnya orang yang kita PALING CINTA!

Sedangkan, hakikatnya kedudukan ALLAH patut paling tinggi antara semua benda! Dialah yang wajib kita CINTA melebihi apapun ♥

{credit to petitemawaddah}

Get Well Quick, Shakir!

2012-02-11T01:51:00.010+08:00

My 19 year-old cousin, Shakir has been admitted to HUSM since last Monday due to his lung disease

He's been on medication for a few years already & because of his poor health {appointment at HUSM once in every 3 months}, he even had to pindah from Politeknik in Perak to Politeknik Kota Bharu. Senang nak ulang-alik everyday walaupun tak ada la dekat mana Politeknik tu dengan rumah but it's way better than staying at rumah sewa

Yang latest ni, kena masuk tiub kat peparu belah kiri, mek pun tak reti juga nak describe macam mana. Pity Shakir. Cakap pun slow je, he can barely move & with a tube attached lagilah menyukarkan pergerakan. Kakak & the Brother-in-law went to HUSM yesterday evening to visit him & according to Kakak, his condition has got worse & macam kena stay kat ward lagi lama. Berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu memikul kan? :(

Photo taken from Dr Md Ariff's Fb

Dr Md Ariff itu tidaklah bekerja di HUSM, he has a clinic in town & apparently, is a friend of Shakir & my other cousins as well. The stethoscope that he used in the picture above was borrowed from the ward katanya

Doctors will always be doctors, wherever they're, ayte? Hehe!

Hasil dari aktiviti stalk, mek mendapati sepupu-sepupu mek yang 3 orang itu bersama rakan-rakan mereka yang lain telah pergi bercuti ke Pulan Perhentian bersama Doktor itu pada Oktober lepas. Wah! Since when they formed Kelab Jalan-jalan together-gether? Penyibuk mode: ON

Shakir is the one in the middle. Yang menjaga dia malam-malam dalam ward ialah si abang, Aizie yang paling kanan itu. Can you spot the Doctor? He looks muda belia in this picture

Selingan: Look at that crystal clear waterrrrrr! See through habis, Subhanallah. I've never been to any pulau & I heard a lot of good reviews about Pulau Perhentian. Must go there someday & will definitely arm myself with sunscreen & payung

I pray for Shakir's speed recovery & boleh balik berehat di rumah cepat-cepat, Amin... He's the youngest among 10 but he's definitely one strong fighter I've ever known. Get well quick Shakir! Kamon kamon! You can do it! ♥

And would you please do me a favour by praying for him too? Tqvm :')

Shakir & Abah last Raya

I remember playing pondok-pondok with him & the other cousins when we were kids. Those were the days :)

Would U Help Me Choose? {Part 2}

2012-02-10T11:24:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum & salam hari Jumaat :)

Regarding my recent entry entitled 'Would U Help Me Choose?', terima kasih banyak-banyak kepada kawan-kawan yang sudi mengundi. Walaupun idak la ramai mana yang vote pong but still tqvm! Hehe! Apparently, nobody voted for the black background, so I'll stick to white sahajalah. Though honestly deep down inside, I think black background does have its own aura too. Ala-ala misteri gitu

Mystery, no?

Anyway, to Yana & Ejatie; serius kah awak-awak nak saya edit blog awak-awak ni? I'll get back to you at Fb ke nanti eh? :D

Can I Have All of These?

2012-02-10T11:07:00.002+08:00

Let's Grow Old Together {Tak Ada Idea Nak Bagi Title}

2012-02-09T00:57:00.005+08:00

My friend, Dayah was back at the town for a couple of days {she's a teacher at Subang Jaya} & as usual, we & some of our girls {if we're lucky & they're free} would find some time for a get together. It doesn't need to be a fancy one at any fancy restaurant, as long as our tummies are well fed, we're one bunch of happy chirpy girls! ♥

Post SPM & a week after my friends finished their National Service Training Programme

Walaupun gambar pecah-pecah {sebab mek silap resize, maklumlah dahulu baru berjinak dengan arena edit gambar} tapi percayalah semua orang kelihatan muda belia ketika ini

I've been telling everyone that I want to have a picnik by beach but with traffic jam here & there dengan kenduri kahwin tidak putus-putus during the recent cuti sekolah, it was almost an impossible mission to us. But it's ok. Beach, pasir-pasir halus yang memutih, pokok-pokok kelapa, sotong goreng, air kelapa, deruan ombak & angin sepoi-sepoi bahasa can wait T_T

So, instead of beach, we settled down for Pizza Hut at Taman Bendahara, Pengkalan Chepa after picking up Baie at her office at Asian Pacific Flight Training (APFT). Jauh gila terpesong dari landasan sebenar yakni bercanda di tepian pantai, but it's ok as Pizza Hut Taman Bendahara terletak berhampiran dengan landasan kapal terbang

Baie's one skema employee. Takut-takut nak keluar awal sebab the Principal was around katanya

No picture during makan-makan because nothing extraordinary with the pizza served to us, the shape was still round with some toppings on top. And I'm afraid any picture of food uploaded at this hour would only do harm to my tummy. Not good

Baie cakap gambar gegar-gegar macam ini adalah seni

So jakun, I had to take picture of this. Bila lagi budak law nak merasa pegang buku like this. Hehe!

Baie doesn't only work at accounting department, she also involves in preparing the exam questions. So, para pelajar APFT, bolehlah contact Cik Baie di pejabat atau e-mail kan kepada saya untuk keterangan lanjut. I'm kidding of course. Hehe!

Dayah, Baie & yours truly with our happier tummies

I wore my red+black+grey skirt, a grey shirt, red & black shawl {a birthday present given by Khzan last year. Tqvm! ♥}, a grey handbag that I took from Ma's closet with a pair of Vincci nude flats & their reactions were {setelah di alih bahasa kepada bahasa Malaysia};

Dayah: Wah! Pakai skirt! *laughs*

Saya: Ye la. Aku pakai baju kurung, kau complain. Pakai skirt pun nak complain jugek -.-'

Baie: Comel kau pakai skirt, Sue. Macam student Siam kat UIA. Dorang pakai macam ni la

Saya: -.-'

My girl friends are my biggest critics. So, should I put my life at risk & jeopardize my wedding by hiring them to design my future wedding bajus? Maybe not. Biar dok ponggg! Lol!

"Don't Talk To Me About Muhammad (PBUH)!"

2012-02-08T13:27:00.000+08:00

This nasheed is by brother Dawud Wharnsby & it describes the conversation between an old pagan arab lady & a stranger who offers to help her. Watch the video & discover how this meeting turns a pagan old woman into a believer

The Prophet (pbuh) offered to help this woman & all she does throughout their encounter is to mock & malign the Prophet (pbuh). Yet, he says nothing. He continues to help the woman with her load. He doesn't lash back at her; He doesn't pray for God's destruction upon her; He doesn't drop her stuff & let her fend for herself. No. He helps the woman anyway, & when she finds out who he is, all she could do was follow him into Islam

Yet, the fact that she became Muslim isn't the most important aspect of this story. It was the Prophet's character thats amazing the most. It's this aspect of the Prophet's sunnah that many of us have completely neglected

{credits to sakebloom programming}

It Was Just A Dream

2012-02-07T21:58:00.003+08:00

Had an unpleasant dream this morning, nearly cried & oh my, you've no idea how glad I'm that it was just a dream! I had to convince myself over & over again that what I saw in my dream was only permainan tidur. Phewww! Too much of Ally Iskandar's stories of how he met his wife & the wonderful things that led to their wedding, I shall blame my girl friends for putting myself into such thoughts

But really, when the time comes some day, I don't know how I should handle it. Tengok dalam mimpi pun mek dah rasa sedih gundah gulana, ni kan pula if betul-betul jadi nanti. Oh Allah, kuatkah mek untuk menempuhinya after all these years :(

If I could, I would have but some things are better left as the way they're...

It's Been 19 Years...

2012-02-07T15:17:00.002+08:00

It's been 19 years since the day Arwah Kak Ni {my first Sister} left us. We miss her, always will be & sometimes I couldn't help myself but to wonder how our life would be if she's still with us. Al-Fatihah to Arwah Mahraini Muhammad...

Kak Ni passed away before Subuh at Hospital Besar Kota Bharu {as it was then} on 7 February 1993 & I only knew about her demise after Ma came home from the hospital, crying, hugging me & telling me that "Kak Ni tak dok doh...", we cried together then. Masa tu saya baru nak mandi & was so excited masa tengok bag pakaian Kak Ni. I thought she was home & I opened the bag to check whether there's any chocolate for me. She never forgot to buy me some jajans whenever she was home for holidays or weekends

I still remember a dream I had a few days after she left us. We went to a funfair with my other Sister & cousins, enjoyed a ride on ferris wheel but she just kept silent & smiled. I told her to wait for me there & she then gave me a ring. It was good to meet her again as I didn't have that last proper chance to bid her goodbye

I wrote a long entry about her a year ago & hopefully you won't mind if I publish it for the second time :)

Assalamualaikum Kak Ni. How are you? :)

It's been 18 years since the day you left all of us for a different world underneath. We hope you're doing alright there because we've been missing you heaps & always will be

Well, how should I start?

I was so little when when we lost you but nothing can take my memories away of what a wonderful person you were. You were away at the hostel {Maahad Muhammadi (P), Kota Bharu} most of the time but I'm very glad that you always had time to dote me like a princess whenever you were home that had armed me with some fond memories to reminisce in the future. I still remember waking up in the morning after Subuh {during weekends when you were home} to a serene voice of yours reciting some surahs. Now I've Ma doing that for me but of course it's one different story

Do you know that Ma keeps your last black mini diary? Yes, the one with a picture of Azhar Sulaiman pasted on the back cover. Hehe! I always find myself smiling whilst reading it, approving on the fact of how a thoughtful & lovely person you are. You even wrote something about me on Jan 23, 1993 {my birthday!} just a few weeks before February 7. You were so kind Kak Ni that I feel like weeping so bad now for missing you overloaded :'(

I always cry whenever I miss you so much or when I'm not in a good term with the other Sister or simply when I need somebody whom I can talk to freely without being hurt in return & how I wish I could tell you how much I love you, for the last time at least. Who ever thought diarrhea could be that mean but everything happens for a reason ayte? You were one of the best sisters ever existed in this world & I'm glad I had you as mine

Do you still remember when you patiently taught me how to brush my teeth, something I hated so much but now look what your patient has done to me! I brush my teeth at least 4 times a day now! Ma sokmo kato Sue bazir ubat gigi -.-'

Sometimes I wonder, what our life could be if you're still here with us... I'm sorry that I've forgotten how your voice sounds like but I still remember a few songs that you used to sing to me & also one unsolved riddle. Words per se aren't enough to tell you how much I miss you because there's no appropriate yardstick to measure that :(

I shall stop now although I still have a lot of things to tell. Well, you know how bad I'm at expressing my feeling ayte? Hehe! I miss you very much, Kak Ni & InsyaAllah, we'll meet again someday okay? Wait for me!

Your youngest sister whom you used to call 'Nona Manis',
Adik Sue

Les Livres

2012-02-06T14:47:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time since I indulged myself into that moments. Truth be told, I'm tired of reading books without any illustration or picture in them, as if what we've had in the classrooms & library aren't already enough. Hehe!

Have to bersiap! Dayah's coming to pick me out for a sunny outing & I hope she won't complain of the traffic jam & all :P

So, How Do I Look?

2012-02-05T22:24:00.003+08:00

Went to Milan Optical at KB Mall this evening with Kakak to collect my oh-I've-been-waiting-for-youuuuu new pair of glasses

So, how do I look?

How do I look?

Annoying right? I knoww! Bahahahaha! But seriously, how do I look? Ma & Kakak said I look like an old woman while Abah just nodded his head & I take that as a nod of approval. Tqvm! Hehe! Any look also can lah as long as can see clear-clear. Power mata mek naik, begitu juga dengan power silau, so after 2 years & a half, I can bid good bye to my old dark maroon glasses, finally! :D

Oh Allah, where has all my youth gone? Mengapa mek di dalam gambar 2 tahun lepas plus ini kelihatan way younger? Mengapa mengapa?!! *menangis di dalam bantal*

Ok, esok mek nak kurangkan makan nasi. Apparently, I still look chubby walaupun berat 43 kg T_T

O Allah, Send Peace & Blessings Upon Muhammad (PBUH)

2012-02-05T11:42:00.002+08:00

Of Being Lawyer-ed

2012-02-04T00:41:00.000+08:00

I remember during the first lecture when I was in Pre Degree Law programme, UiTM {or now known as Asasi Undang-undang}, some legal terms like 'mens rea' & 'actus reus' made my mind goes perplexing & I even had difficulty to differentiate between that two. They were like alien words to me & sorry, I speak no alienishueywexgjgt

Man, that's one good thing to laugh about now. Bahahahahah!

Life was so simple once upon a time. During Pre Degree Law, rasa macam susahnya core subjects ni, walhal apa la sangat kalau nak di compare dengan Bachelor of Legal Studies (BLS) & LL.B Honours. Nanti bila dah kerja {InsyaAllah}, mesti kelakar bila reminisce semua penat lelah keluh kesah ini

That's a part & parcel of life. After all, life is all about learning :)

Of Ikhwan & Asyikin's Akad Nikah

2012-02-03T21:53:00.003+08:00

Attended my neighbour's akad nikah last night at the masjid nearby

Sejak kebelakangan ini mek menyedari, apabila terlibat dalam majlis seperti ini, mek turut juga tumpang sekaki berasa nervous & ala-ala sayu gitu

Motif nak tumpang nervous & sayu sekaki? -.-'

Homaii, how nervous that can be?

Ikhwan aka Ayoh Su telah di nikahkan oleh abang kepada pengantin perempuan yakni yang memakai baju purple itu dengan 2 kali lafaz. Manakala yang berserban serta memakai jubah coklat muda itu pula adalah Abah saya

The Bride, Asyikin. Cantik ♥

I remember seeing Asyikin naik basikal near her house wayyy back when we were young(er). Ma ada mentioned her name a few times before tapi tak boleh nak recall tuan empunya nama sebab dah lama tak jumpa & also sebab tak tahu nama. Hehe!

Actually, kami semua ni tinggal satu mukim jah. Ma, Ma kepada Ikhwan & Ma kepada Asyikin adalah kawan rapat & the bride's house is just 5 minute drive away. Wah, senangnya kalau musim raya kan?

The Bride, Asyikin's currently studying at UPSI while Ikhwan's at UniSZA. They got engaged last year & have been knowing each other since 2006 during Asyikin's sister's wedding. How did I know all of this? Bakat mek mencungkil cerita teserlah di situ -.-'

Adakah mek kelihatan seperti ibu kepada Baby & Qistina dalam gambar di atas? *coughs*

I think they look so much like 2 cute bees! So yums!

Bumped into a Scippian junior, Syida who is also the Bride's cousin

Terharu mek ada junior kenal mek lagi after a few yearsss leaving school. Seronok borak-borak, macam dah kenal lama :D

Rombongan pengantin lelaki bersama pasangan pengantin baru

Badly shaken, I blame the photographer yakni Nasa -.-'

It's One Tiring Proces Of Bersiap But Ladies Have To Master This In Order To Survive

2012-02-03T14:07:00.002+08:00

Salam & selamat hari Jumaat, friends!

I want to write longer but I've to start ironing my clothes & tudung, take a bath, put some powder, lipstics & perfume {Kakak has done a charity to me by giving away her M by Mariah Carey perfume. Smells good!} etc etc etc. It's one tiring process of bersiap but I've to or else, Ma will get murka -.-'

See you soon! I mean, after I get back from this kenduri of my neighbour, Ikhwan

Oh btw, do you know that Kota Bharu also has its own version of Eiffel Tower? Hehe!

Photos taken on 29 Jan 2012, while waiting for Ma buying some benangs

Would U Help Me Choose?

2012-02-02T03:28:00.001+08:00

Salam & hello, people!

Would you please help me? Would you please help me decide which background colour that suits this blog most? I love how the black header gives that classic look to the bird cages but my heart also has its own say that white background looks much better. It cleanses the eyes katanya

So, would you help me choose? Your opinion & criticism is very appreciated. Tqvm :)

Hitam itu menawan ♥

Healing Process With A Price Tag Attached

2012-02-02T01:47:00.004+08:00

Everyone has their own past

It's not to be judged but to be learned

I shall consider myself lucky that this time around, my holidays have been occupied with a lot of raindrops, days & nights. Don't you love being safe & sound in your own bedroom during rainy days, knowing that you're so close with your loved ones? ♥ I'm pretty much an indoor type of person, so I don't mind of not going out anywhere for dayssss!

As long as my tummy is fed, I'm a happy cookie :D

But having so much free time sometimes leads my mind to wander around that memory boxes. I've tried my best to seal them tight but the scent keeps lingering around me. I'd lie if I tell you that time has completely healed the pain. I wish the whole healing process is that easy but apparently, it comes with a price tag too

Blog Makeover

2012-02-01T17:19:00.003+08:00

Well, as you can see, this blog is currently under construction

I've so much free time that I decided to go for another round of blog makeover. Should have blamed all the before+after interior design websites that I've been eyeeing lately. I wish I've still had The Sims installed in my laptop, maka tidaklah saya akan terpinga-pinga seperti sekarang! *cries*
.

Maybe I should do some charities by offering anyone of my passion in editing the layout, header & such. Does anyone here want me to makeover his/her blog? Free of charge of course because I'm generous that way :)

Of Birthday Dinner

2012-01-31T23:58:00.003+08:00

2 days ago, I saw Kakak brought home a Gulati's paperbag & found out later that the kain pasang {so brightly beautiful!} is for the Brother-in-law's sister's birthday, Kak Nurul {Happy birthday Kak Nurul! ♥} I instantly entered into that cemburu mode because Kakak hasn't got anything yet for my birthday. Sobs!

Sulky adik bongsu mode: ON :((

Of course I didn't make it obvious. Imej macho haruslah senantiasa di jaga walaupun di dalam hati perasaan bergelora. But Kakak can really read my mind {being her roommate for 12 years gave me benefits at last :P} as later I received a text msg from her that we're going to have a family dinner that night :D

I was hoping for another makan-makan place but Kakak said this is the nearest & easiest we could get since it's just 5 minute drive from home & we went there after Isya'. Tu pun dorang dah call dah tanya bila nak sampai. "Lauk sejuk doh ni Puan" ujar mereka

Ikan bakar or chim chum, next time perhaps? Or I just can goda my girl friends to bring me there

The Parents ♥

Does it only me who think that Ma looks a few years younger than her real age? She's 58 this year btw. And Abah memang tak suka pandang kamera, I don't know why

The Brother-in-law, Abewa & the Kakak

I think, the Brother-in-law needs a special entry solely about him only. Soooon!

Rasa malu tersipu-sipu pulak bila Abewa mentioned 'birthday girl'. Gegurl sangat bunyinya & mek rasa title itu mek tidak layak lagi menyandangnya :')

The belated birthday girl with the one who endured all the pain to bring her into this world

But I was a small baby {less than 3 kg! Fuhh, so slim oneeee!}, so hopefully I didn't give her much pain back then, as compared to 3.++ kg Kakak. Hehe!

No birthday cake this year, but that was enough to make me happy! Alhamdulillah :D

Anyway, tqvm to Kakak for the dinner treat! ♥ For your next year's birthday, let it be on me pulak, InsyaAllah. And I think I'm going stick to my previous request for my birthday present, which is *drums roll* .... RAM for my oh-so-slow laptop! Please please please?

Maroon vs White

2012-01-30T21:34:00.004+08:00

I'm a sucker for anything white. I even have had a plan in my mind to paint my bedroom wall from pink to white during this holiday, something which is almost impossible. I know the Family is going to go against it, no futher argument needed -.-'

But I was literally gasping for air when I saw this picture & immediately know what I want my room to look like for my wedding someday! Sorry white wall as maroon wall wins big time this time! And look at the white dressing table & its detail, homaiiiiiii! That's the prettiest of such I've ever seen! I want that for my wedding, pretty please?

Eh, why did I just hear someone muntah di hujung tanjung sana? Lol!

I.want.this ♥

Yummy Tommy

2012-01-30T00:58:00.001+08:00

Saw Tommy sleeping {or more like pretending to sleep. I know my cats very well. Hehe!} in front of tv yesterday evening, quickly grabbed him & brought him into my bedroom. The next thing I knew, we instantly became buddies in front of the camera! ♥

Picture #1
Me: Tommy! Tommy! Look at the camera!
Tommy: Where? Where? *sniffs sniffs*

Picture #2
Tommy: Oh! It's up thereeee! *muka terkejut*

Picture #3
Tommy: Hello ladies!

Pardon moi for my serabainess, I was waiting for Asar

After the photoshoot, I rewarded Tommy with a grooming session {so lucky this furry guy} that lulled him to sleep {on my bed, on the floor & then on my bed again} for the next 1 hour. Couldn't help myself to not kacau him when he was sleeping & the more I kacau-ed him, the more galak he rolled over

My Ma once told me that when I was small, I used to suck my cats' nose! Lucky enough that I didn't turn up to be a furry girl eh? Imagine the horror of being furry, like seriously furry! @.@ And that could explain why I've always had fetish on cats' nose. They look so yums to me ♥

Fluffy fluffy nose!

Btw, masa ni dia tengah mamai-mamai nak tidur

It's not that difficult to tell why Tommy's become my Family's obsession as he has a character & a funny amusing one at that. Even the brother-in-law is a cat lover now, something which has surprised his own family. Hehe!

When Insecurity Strikes

2012-01-29T00:53:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum & hi! Apa khabar semua?

Pernah tak awak, awak & awak di luar sana rasa di mana yang awak mahu kongsi sesuatu di blog, awak dah karang berjela-jela, edit gambar, edit ayat lagi, lagi & lagi when suddenly insecurity strikes? That you're afraid what an honest intention to share could become other people's jest, or worst case, would cause other people smirking at what they read on your blog

Me & my low self-esteem; I wonder till when I can really get rid of it

Other than my Sister, friends & the followers of this humble blog of mine {tqvm people. You're awesome! ♥}, I'm not sure of anyone who comes here & reads my random thoughts & stories. Do they come with purpose(s) or just to fill in their leisure times or to stalk what I'm up to? Well, as if mek ada any stalker la kan? Lol!

Well, for whatever reason that has brought you here, I welcome all of you with arms wide opennnn! *koala bear hugs* And hopefully you don't mind me sharing & writing anything under the sun alright? Otherwise, feel free to click that red 'X' button on top of your browser window :D

I couldn't agree more with you, Joseph Gordon-Levitt

When She Is ...

2012-01-28T21:35:00.002+08:00

Of Kema & Wan's Wedding

2012-01-28T01:53:00.001+08:00

Cuti sekolah cukup sinonim dengan kenduri kahwin & mek juga tidak ketinggalan untuk menghadirinya

It's cliched but I actually love attending kenduris for some reasons. Other than the delicious lauk pauk kenduri served & you get to eat as much as you want, the chance to meet my friends is rather high. It's like a reunion with free yummy food & happy atmosphere. And don't you just love seeing your old friends look so happy on the dais with their loved one? :')

Btw, less than 12 hours after I arrived home on Thursday morning, Dayah came with her red hot Myvi to pick me to our seconday school friend's wedding, Akmal {or famously known as Kema Petite} in Wakaf Bharu. Turut sama ber'carpool bersama kami ialah Baie & Che Ra

Selingan: Baie works at Asian Pasific Flight Training {APFT} next to Sultan Ismail Airport in Pengkalan Chepa. Homaiii, I don't know how she handles it as there are so many eye candies there. Hahahah!

Ok, back on the track *coughs*

Kema was my classmates for 4 years in SCIPP & I knew she's been someone's fiancee but I never thought that she's going to ~~ditch out~~ change that single title so soon! Senyap-senyap je beliau ini

Or in Kelantanse dialect, 'Baru jah kaweng/nikoh'

Gambar skema bersama pasangan pengantin, Kema & Wan

Gambar tidak skema bersama pengantin perempuan

Self potrait di atas dais. Married or not, it's just like the old time. Lol!

Acara pembahagian hadiah oleh pengantin perempuan

Semua orang dalam gambar ini sudah matang kecuali Baie sebab dia buat peace sign -.-'
And the one in red, Che Ra is Ibu to 7 month-old Ahmad Rifqi yang handsome! Alhamdulillah!

Teacher Asha & Cikgu Dayah

Bukan Cikgu Suria & bukan Cikgu Baie

Awanis' banyak cakapness is proven in this pict :P

So, who's next in line? ;)

To Kema & Wan, congratulations again! I pray for your everlasting love & happiness. May you two be blessed with barakah, more rezeki, smooth sailing life as married couple & cute, smart & happy kids, InsyaAllah ♥

Of Having A Picnik at Air Terjun Sg Sendat With Classmates

2012-01-27T17:22:00.006+08:00

The last time I went to waterfall or jeram was somehere in June last year & it was during a camp for my super juniors at Jeram Pasu, Pasir Puteh, about 4 km away from my former secondary school

I would lie if I tell you that I didn't feel any urge to dip my feet into that crystal clear cold water mengalir riang right in front of my eyes. If I would, I would have toooo. It was so irresistable!

But I guess, my super juniors would definitely have some says to share among them after seeing how childish their super senior could be. Bak kata pepatah, bagaikan itik mendapat air & it was surely not a nice sight to see. Or more like an aye sore for them -.-'

When my classmates suggested that we should go for a picnik at any waterfall after a semester of stressful & never ending workloads, I was among a few first ones to say yes without any hesitation. Like come on people, why not you love being among familiar faces but at totally different place yakni di tengah-tengah hutan?

Too bad la, from 24 people from Group D, only 5 could make it plus Din, Juwe's friend. It's okay Din, Mechanical Engineering student also can form ally with Law students. We're kind people, we don't bite & the only harmful thing we could cause you is our banyak cakapness only. Well, perhaps?

So, after we finished our last paper on 18th & criminal mock trial on 21st & 22nd, we bid good bye to S.Alam & hello Air Terjun Sg Sendat, Ulu Yam!! And did I tell you before that we went there on my birthday?! Double yayyyys! ♥

Stopped by at this one lake on our way to Sg Sendat & it's so beautifullll. Subhanallah

Ramaiiiiiiiiii sangat orang. Siap datang dengan periuk belanga dapur khemah tempat sidai baju semua

I even saw a few neneks/makciks mandi-manda di bawah sana with their families

Masa orang lain tengah sibuk-sibuk settle down, kemas barang-barang semua, Anas pula sudah selamat masuk ke dalam air. A very eager guy, you can tell. Lol!

Rombongan ini telah di taja oleh Jabatan Kesihatan Negeri Selangor

The only female participants as Eja & Fiqah had another commitment pada saat-saat akhir :(

Bersantai umpama di tepian pantai

Yana di dalam air, Cookie di darat

Di dalam kereta, bertemu juaaa

K-Pop overloaded sungguh di belakang sana -.-'

After solat Zuhur, hujan turun dengan lebatnyaaaaa. Hasrat mereka untuk masuk semula ke dalam air terpaksa di batalkan. Kalau tak, tak tahulah sampai pukul berapa mek terpaksa menjadi penjaga barang & tukang amik gambar di tepian jeram itu memandangkan mek seorang sahaja yang tidak mandi. So mak-mak di situ

Left Sg Sendat around 4 pm, I think? Had lunch at one mamak restaurant in Selayang where I managed to embarrass myself & became the laughing stock to my friends. Like seriously, how should I know they don't serve Kuew Tiau Kungfu? -.-'

All in all, it was one fun trip to Air Terjun Sg Sendat. And tqvm to all 5 of them for singing me a birthday song in the middle of the jungle, di tepian jeram dengan di temani nyamuk-nyamuk. No birthday cake but ayam goreng KFC, cheezy wedges & nuggets pon sedappp kan bila dah lapar. Hehe!

You Think It's So Funny Arr?

2012-01-27T14:24:00.001+08:00

Naughty Blogspot thought that it's so fun to play prank on me

I wrote about 4 paragraphs of my recent trip to Sg Sendat, Ulu Yam, ready to upload some pictures when suddenly he refused to cooperate with me. The next thing I knew, there was no saved draft at the dashboard & I have to start all over again. Imagine my feeling now & this is not the first time it happened to meeeee!

If Blogspot is a cookie, I would have crushed it dengan sekuat hati & sedekahkan to semuts. Heh! I'll move to another new post anyway, no unnecessary drama needed because I'm cool that way :-"

The End of LL.B (Hons) Part 2

2012-01-26T18:45:00.002+08:00

Mek macam dah hilang modjo untuk bercerita -.-'

But maybe you can refer it first from 'The End of LL.B (Hons) Part 1' where we had our criminal mock trial for Criminal Trial & Advocacy {CTA} on 21 January, 2 days after our last paper

Firm 1 & 2, the court interpreter, the accused with Tuan Hasnan, a part time lecturer & full time criminal lawyer

Firm 1, Nadiah Liyana & Co

We were acting as the Deputy Public Prosecutor that day

And the one with 'peace' sign itu adalah Senior Partner kami, Yana -.-'

Firm 2, Izwan & Partners as the Defence Counsel

Tuan Hasnan was giving comments on our case presentation which was on murder, Section 302 of the Penal Code

He's like the coolest CTA lecturer everrrrrr! Sorry lah kalau terbias sikit kan? Hehe!

The only thing that was missing was the white bip

I've learned a lot from the mock trial & had fun from it, surprisingly. Masa preparation tu ada la drama sikit, biasalah kan? Hehe! We couldn't thank Tuan Hasnan enough for his guidance, patient & knowledge shared. Alhamdulillah :D

Tqvm Syairah ♥

2012-01-26T04:45:00.004+08:00

Had a makan-makan birthday celebration at Domino's Pizza, Sect 9 2 days ago with Syairah, Eli, Muz & Paan. The bill was entirely on Syairah {tqvm roommate! ♥} & tqvm Syairah for making our tummies were so high on cheese then. Hehe!

I had fun nonetheless although that was my first time lepaking with the other 3 {because we are from the different class}. Mau tak fun orang belanja makan, lepas tu ada birthday song di nyanyikan di tengah-tengah hiruk pikuk kedai Domino's, di ikuti pula oleh nyanyian birthday song beberapa kali oleh seorang random kid untuk mek. Auww! Tersipu-sipu mek di situ

1 candle means forever young, you know. Hehe!

I had 4 slices of pizzas but oleh kerana perut mek memang cap melayu asli, selepas itu minta di isi lagi -.-'

Akhir kalam, tqvm guys for the makan-makan & all the best for your mock criminal trial this Friday with Dato' S. I know you can handle this dengan bergaya sekali. InsyaAllah, for every effort done Allah akan tolong :D

Of Turning A Year Older

2012-01-24T12:27:00.010+08:00

I've officially turned a year older yesterday, at 6:30 a.m to be specific

Alhamdulillah for this nikmat umur, health & everything you've blessed me, ya Allah... And tqvm to my Parents for showering me with infinite amount of love & care. Ma's so cute nak jadi orang first that she even wished me a day earlier. Hehe!

If you ask me where I was when the clock striked 12 on 23 January 2012, my answer is 'I was in the shower, taking a late 20-minute bath. Blissss!' Ala-ala penyucian jiwa di bawah air gittew

Thank you to all phone calls & text msg, hugs, warm wishes & doas {which mostly are on jodoh & husband soleh related stuff. Lol!}, Fb walls {tqvm to Fb reminder I may add. Hehe!}, Twitter, belanja makan, a birthday song sang by my classmates in the middle of the jungle at air terjun Sg Sendat {will blog about this later. WoohOo!} & birthday presents. I never hoped for a surprise birthday celebration, like I had last year sebab rasa macam dah tua *coughs*

I affirmly believe that it's the thoughts that count most. So. tqvm people! I ♥ youuuu!

Anyway, a new age comes with some new doas, determination & hope. I feel a bit old {this is like a tagline whenever I became a year older that my friends have stopped bothering about that -.-'} but to summarize it all;

May Allah help me go through this phase of age with ease, barakah & no unnecessary dramas. Amin...

Kemas Mengemas Itu Bukanlah Sesuatu Yang Mengujakan

2012-01-22T21:28:00.004+08:00

I've been trying to lead a simple life this semester by not buying ~~any~~ many unnecessary stuff like I always did *coughs* but I guess, that will never work on me

*looks at the bags, books, luggage around the room etc*

*faints*

Why there are so many things to packkk? Why why why? And the fact that we've to completely move out from this room in Mawar tomorrow puts nerve on me. How if I don't manage to finish packing everything & have to be compelled for being menyemak di dalam bilik selepas habis tempoh menginap? And macam segan pulak nak mintak tumpang barang di rumah kawan. Man, this isn't fun! I don't like packing dalam skala yang besar seperti ini, ini telah mendatangkan sakit kepala kepada diri mek

No, my room in Mawar looks nothing like this

And esok nak pergi berpiknik bersama rakan-rakan sekelas. Ini lagi mengujakan daripada mengemas! WoohOo! Bye! I want to watch Running Man while trying to pack my bajus. Wish me luck, people! Assalamualaikum & take care! ♥

Baby Up!

2012-01-22T14:05:00.000+08:00

This reminds you to one Disney movie ayte? :D

The End of LL.B (Hons) Part 1

2012-01-21T19:20:00.002+08:00

Had a Criminal Trial & Advocacy mock trial from 10 am till 5 pm this evening & therefore, we've officially completed LL.B Part 1 ~~dengan jayanya~~. Alhamdulillah & woohOo!

Except for Firm 3 & 4 la which is tomorrow morning. I wish them all the best! Hehe!

But the less favourite part is that we only had 2 weeks during study leave plus 2 days after our last paper to prepare the documents, evidence & all nesessary stuff needed. Our CTA lecturer, Tuan Hasnan's been so busy with trials here & there that the only free slots available are on 21 & 22nd only. Final exam habis on 18th, so imagine the gelabahness we had as the Deputy Public Prosecutor

Everyone had their own fair share of emo-ness & gelabahness. Sungguh tidak kelakar -.-'

Brain storming

Do I need to introduce her?

And yes, she's been used to that jejerawat & bumpy eyes
And yes yes, amidst all seriousness, she still had time to take pictures

Tiada kaitan dengan hidup mahupun yang telah meninggal dunia

Kelaparang 1

Kelaparang 2

Macam penat pulak nak bercerita. Nanti la sambung bila mek rajin

The Banyak Cakap-ness Is Still There

2012-01-21T01:10:00.003+08:00

Had late tea with Iqbal at Dome, Suria KLCC 2 days ago & it was unplanned

He had a talk that finished at 6:15 pm {Petronas is so semangat like that ayte?} while me on the other hand had 2 girl friends, Mira & Syairah who already finished their business at KLCC {or more like they had wanted to go to Petrosains tapi sebab dah lambat. So cutely semangatkan? Hehe!}, hence putting me in a hard decision whether to wait for Iqbal or just balik with them

So, I decided to wait {in the surau, I must add} until the talk finished *pats back*

The last time we met was more than 1 year ago but the conversation we had during the tea, oh my, sangat berilmiah betul pengisiannya. From criminal law, evidence, DSAI's sodomy case, Petronas division, proses gali & korek minyak, penapisan minyak, the differences between company & enterprise {he lectured me on this for almost 5 minutes. ZzzzzZ!}, kawan-kawan yang dah & akan kahwin soon, his working life, my LL.B Honours life, his plan for his future, my future plan {of wanting to become a housewife after a few years of practise. Hehe!}, his suggestion of my life {that I should just keep practising}, the judicial system, Petronas jual gas to TNB dengan harga murah, the neighbourhood principle, hearsay, the need to address waitress as abang, politics, where wakil rakyat got the money, how much money lawyers make per week, his family, my family, conveyancing file & other engineering stuff which I know peanuts about

So much of not meeting for more than 1 year la kan? And this guy can talk for hours non-stop -.-'

Iqbal: You must drink green tea once in a while

Saya: Sebab to reduce toxin something something something?

Iqbal: No, just to enjoy life

Saya: -.-'

Iqbal: I always address waitress as abang but they call me abang jugak lepas tu

Saya: Habis tu, you expect them to call you adik? Or you can just call them 'aney'

Iqbal: Tapi, kalau I dress up casual, mesti ade je orang ingat I budak sekolah. Kalau you tak kenal I, you pun caya kan I sekolah lagi? *muka penuh semangat & pengharapan*

Saya: Nak jugek... -.-'

9 years of knowing each other & I can safely say that the banyak cakap-ness is still there. And as always, Iqbal's lameness prevailed. Lol!

White & Perfect

2012-01-20T14:38:00.000+08:00

Some people say, we can read & tell a person's personality by just looking at her bedroom. I realize that I never actually published any picture of my bedroom to this site, for some reasons :)

But if my bedroom looks exactly like the picture above, can you tell what type of person I'm?

The End of 12 Days Of Academic Torture

2012-01-20T00:32:00.005+08:00

6.1 - Bahasa Melayu For Law

9.1 - Law of Evidence

12.1 - Advanced Criminal Procedure

15.1 - Advanced Civil Procedure

18.1 - Remedies {Contract, Tort & Bankruptcy}

Cramping 3 subjects into your brain in 2 days, it was very tiring beyond any reasonable doubt!

Honestly, I was very close to jump myself into that 'I give upppp!' hole. I was tired, mentally & emotionally drained to the extent of having that congak-congak in my head berapa lagi marks that I need to pass that Remedies paper

Sungguh tiada motivasi diri di situ, I know but I couldn't let my Parents down. Not after what they always do to me every time I sit for my paper. Whilst I'm having a battle in the exam hall with my pens, question papers, answer scripts {and sweaty hands for overloaded nervous}, the Parents will be on their praying mats praying & reading Yaasin for me. Auwww! :')

I'm so afraid to think of my result. I won't get surprised if I've to repeat any paper, Law of Evidence especially. Tapi tell me, sapa la nak repeat kan? Nauzubillah... Sesungguhnya mek & kawan-kawan berasa sungguh takut sekarang. Maka marilah kita berdoa rakan-rakan LL.B ku sekalian semoga kita berjaya dengan jayanya. Amin...

30 minutes after the last paper. WoohOo!
Look what the final exam has done to me, jejerawat here & there & also eye-bumps

Went to our Forensic Science lecturer's house in the evening

Alangkah indahnya jika kami ke sana untuk minum petang sambil makan kueh lapis & keropok sira sambil pipi di sapa angin sepoi-sepoi bahasa. Realitinya adalah untuk persiapan bagi Criminal Trial & Advocacy mini trial Sabtu & Ahad ini *shivers*

Hady loves cats & Pak Pin, the cat loves him too, I assume

Buat kerja, lepak-lepak, makan-makan sambil bergosip di McD Sect 2 bersama ahli-ahli firma saya yang bijaksana. By the time we finished everything at 10.30 pm, we were already half zombies -.-'

And apparently, sleeping for 9 hours that night didn't help at all. I need more!

Tiba-tiba mereka bertukar menjadi pemalu pada petang itu

Bye!

Discharged & Admitted

2012-01-19T00:32:00.001+08:00

The Brother-in-law has been admitted to ICU, Perdana Specialist Hospital this morning. It was just a few days ago when the Sister had been admitted to the same hospital for herpes zoster but she was discharged 2 days later

Kesian Abewa :(

I pray may everything go well with the Family, Amin... And will you please spare some time & pray for him too? Tqvm...

Sesak

2012-01-17T19:52:00.001+08:00

Sesak nafas memikirkan kertas terakhir pada esok pagi

Tort + Contract + Bankruptcy

3 jam, 3 soalan & entah berapa essays, pengiraan, Sections & kes

Permudahkan urusan kami ya, Allah...

"Mesti Dah Kahwin Ni..."

2012-01-16T20:27:00.001+08:00

I was watching a video clip of Sami Yusuf {Healing, if I'm not mistaken} on Astro Oasis a few months ago with my Ma;

Saya: Best kan suara dia?

Ma: Hurm... Agak-agak dia dah kahwin belum? Umur berapa eh?

Saya: 30 kot?

Ma: Mesti dah kahwin ni...

I really don't know what you had in your mind at that moment, Ma. But if you wish to have a handsome menantu like him, maybe we can ask the Cousin, Wae at Cairo to tolong us to find one. Lol!

Tapi mek rasa, everybody in the Family knows what my cup of coffee is *coughs*

I wake up to the chorus of this nasheed everyday. What a great way to start my day, ayte? :D

Mari Beradu

2012-01-15T19:13:00.002+08:00

6.1 - Bahasa Melayu For Law

9.1 - Law of Evidence

12.1 - Advanced Criminal Procedure

15.1 - Advanced Civil Procedure

18.1 - Remedies {Contract, Tort & Bankruptcy}

Oh my ALLAH, look look look! 1 more paper {which is a combination of 3 subjects, all being packed within 3 hours. Heh!} & we'll be as free as birdsssss! Can't wait to pack all my books & notes into the box(es) & qadha all my sleep like there's no tomorrow! WoohOo!

I don't know why but I always find it difficult to sleep even when my body is crying exhaustively. That 2 sleepless nights have really taken a toll on me, mata ala-ala biji saga dah ni. Mungkin perlu mandi dulu baru selesa untuk beradu & tidur selama 13 jam macam after Evidence paper hari tu
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Wahhh! Ke mana jejerawat mek pergi?

Civil O Civil

2012-01-14T09:05:00.003+08:00

Advanced Civil Procedure; without doubt it's the cuak-est paper so far to me *menggigil*

Permudahkan urusan kami, Ya Allah...

Of Being Manipulative {In A Cute Way}

2012-01-13T00:17:00.000+08:00

It's Getting Harder But Life Goes On :)

2012-01-12T16:27:00.000+08:00

6.1 - Bahasa Melayu For Law
9.1 - Law of Evidence

12.1 - Advanced Criminal Procedure

15.1 - Advanced Civil Procedure

18.1 - Remedies {Contract, Tort & Bankruptcy}

Marilah Menuju Kejayaan

2012-01-11T13:35:00.001+08:00

When I was a secondary school girl, I always wanted school to finish as fast as it could. My thoughts of life post SPM mostly on freedom; no prep classes to attend, no duty roster to follow, no tastless dining hall food, no lights-off, no room cleaning on Thurday evenings, no long queues at public telephones etc. I was so eager to venture the world outside the school gate & couldn't wait to ditch my school uniform away. I had plans in my minds & everything was so fun & indah

Hari Kecemerlangan SBP Zon Timur in 2003
After a tragical lost to SMACH. Bahahah!

But I was utterly wrong

Little that I know, life after that phase has got more to offer. Life is all about making choices & consequently, to face the music for every wrong decision made. There has been a few twists {or perhaps many} a long the way which some of them are so bitter & not worth to remember

But it's the journey that has moulded me into what I'm today & regardless the pain I had to bear, there are lessons to learn beneath them. Alhamdulillah :)

Ini adalah kelaraannnnnnn. Esok pagi adalah Advanced Criminal Procedure paper & daku masih sempat lagi meng-update blog ya? You think you know everything arr, Suria? You think you've memorized all the cases arr? -.-'

All the best to my Honours friends. Marilah kita menuju ke arah kejayaan! Semoga di permudahkan urusan, Amin...

And oh, happy belated birthday to my classmate, Anas! At least I know ada lagi orang tua dari saya di dalam kelas itu, other than Cheqa & Kak In B-)

30.12.2011; Cheqa, Anas & Juwe

Melara secara berjemaah selepas Viva Conveyancing

Jihad

2012-01-10T07:57:00.001+08:00

My jihad today is to finish studying for my Advanced Criminal Procedure paper this Thursday. May Allah help me through, Amin... I just had 12 hours of sleep *coughs* so there must be no reason to malas-malas lagi ayte? Off to mandi now!

Good day to you, people! Assalamualaikum & take care! ♥

Perut Stokin

2012-01-09T17:28:00.000+08:00

6.1 - Bahasa Melayu For Law
9.1 - Law of Evidence

12.1 - Advanced Criminal Procedure

15.1 - Advanced Civil Procedure

18.1 - Remedies {Contract, Tort & Bankruptcy}

The Law of Evidence paper was so hardddddd *suara bergema hingga ke hujung tanjung sana*

3 hours passed so fast, tengok-tengok jam, "Aih, lagi 1 hour?". Haih! I don't want to remember it anymoreeeee! *lara* Perasaan kecewa & risau tidak dapat di gambarkan dengan kata-kata. Berserah kepada Allah, semoga di beri ganjaran yang setimpal dengan usaha mek & kawan-kawan. Amin..

Anyway, since lara was overloaded, me & my girl friends decided to have lunch outside UiTM after the paper. Melempiaskan kelaraan katanya. Feasted my tummy at this one Arabic restaurant in front of Giant, Section 7 with Syairah & Anis while the other 4 had ayam penyet at the restaurant nearby

1 plate for 3 people to dive in! Lamb dia sedap & lembut
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Sent this picture to my Sister via mms & her reply was, "Itu makan ke melantak?? Tp sy percaya kamu akan habes memakannya kerana perut kamu seperti stokin..bahaha"

-.-'
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Kecomelan terlampau betul mereka berdua ini, bukan?

Bersama Cik Inte Payung

Tamatlah sudah laporan makan-makan saya buat kali ini. Oh ya, the last time I weighted myself was a few days ago & terbukti berat sudah naik. Now sudah 44kg. Lagi sikit nak lepas jadi blood donor kan? Syabbas betteh! Hehe!

9.1.2012

2012-01-09T16:55:00.003+08:00

So, the final judgment of Dato' Seri Anwar Ibrahim's sodomy case was delivered this afternoon. This is surely a date to remember by the Malaysians {for those who care, I may add}. After all the trials & turbulances, the justice is finally served. Alhamdulillah

Well, don't get me wrong. I'm not a BIG fan of DSAI, but I'm a BIG fan of happy endings. All happy things make me happy {most of the times} but I heard Kelantan lost to Negeri Sembilan untuk Piala Sumbangsih a few days ago? Ok, so not happy there la kiranya -.-'

I was busy stuffing my tummy with lamb, chicken, roti nan etc when the news broadcasted on tv. It wasn't because of the Parents' questions on phone last night about this matter, memang mek tak tahu apa-apa.

Memang kena sangat dengan paper mek pada hari ini yakni Law of Evidence tapi alangkah malangnya jawapan mek tidak secemerlang judgment pada hari ini *coughs* Anyhow, good luck untuk adik-adik LL.B Part 1 pada semester depan kerana anda ada a few new cases to read & analyze. Hehe!

Well, if you're interested, may be you can spend some times reading this article by Mr Lim Chee Wee, the President of Malaysian Bar regarding the judgment

Iklan: Malaysian Bar is one of my followers at Twitter btw. How cool is that? WoohOo!

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Press Release: Acquittal on charge of consensual sex between adults is in accord with evidence

Monday, 09 January 2012 03:07pm

The Malaysian Bar welcomes the decision of the High Court in acquitting Dato’ Seri Anwar Ibrahim. The principles of natural justice call for nothing less, in light of the grave concerns over whether the accused’s right to a fair trial was preserved.

Based on news reports of the trial, it is clear that the High Court decision is in accord with the evidence for, amongst others, the following reasons:

(1) The lack of full disclosure: Both prior to and during the trial itself, the legal team for the defence was denied access to certain documents and physical evidence in the possession of the prosecution, which disadvantaged the accused in the preparation of his defence.

(2) Unreliable DNA evidence: There were obvious concerns that the DNA sample submitted as evidence was unreliable or may have been compromised.

(3) Certain unusual findings during the trial proceedings:

(a) The trial judge made an unprecedented finding at the end of the prosecution’s case that the complainant was a truthful and credible witness, without the benefit of having heard the defence.

(b) While the court allowed the Prime Minister and his wife to be interviewed by the defence legal team, the subpoena issued by the defence compelling the attendance of the Prime Minister and his wife was set aside by the High Court upon the application of the prosecution. The absence of curiosity in this regard casts grave concerns on the credibility of the complaint in the first place.

(4) The unrefuted relationship between the complainant and a member of the prosecution team, which raised serious questions whether the complainant had access to investigation papers, which would have enabled him to tailor his evidence at trial.

The charge against Dato’ Seri Anwar Ibrahim, which is based on an archaic provision of the Penal Code that criminalises consensual sexual relations between adults, should never have been brought. The case has unnecessarily taken up judicial time and public funds.

The Malaysian Bar hopes that the Attorney General would not pursue any appeal, and will instead focus the valuable resources of the Attorney General’s Chambers on more serious crimes.
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Lim Chee Wee

President

Malaysian Bar

9 January 2012

{source: Malaysianbar.org.my}

Ikan Emas Juga Mampu Untuk Melara

2012-01-08T18:26:00.000+08:00

Gambar lara semasa Pre Degree Law dahulu kala

Dari angle ini, mek rasa muka mek kelihatan seperti ikan emas

Will be sitting for our second paper tomorrow morning *shivers* Law of Evidence, I know how complicated you can be sometimes but please spare some mercy on us, will you? Don't be too hard okay, kami budak baru belajar. Kalau salah itu perkara biasa *coughs*

All the best to LL.B (Hons) Part 1. May we nail the paper dengan jayanya, Amin & InsyaAllah... Fighting fighting! Kamon kamon people, we can do it!

Melara Di Petang Hari

2012-01-07T17:23:00.007+08:00

My firmmates always make joke on my decision to deactivate my Fb account about 2 months ago {or is it 3? I lost count already} & have continously told me to create a new one

They know the reason behind the sudden deactivation {I used Yana's laptop dengan bersaksikan all the Firmmates. Gosh! Drama sungguh mek ni. Lol!} & whenever I feel like stalking anyone on the Fb *coughs* or to see what the latest updates at LL.B or Firm's page group, I'll tumpang their account instead. Hehe!

To tell you the truth, Fb has given me some painful memories & thus the decision. Maybe it's best if I stay away from it for a while, or probably forever. Macam ketinggalan banyak hal juga tak ada Fb ni but Twitter isn't not bad what? Kan kan kan?

Mek pun rasa mek macam dah lupa Fb password. Is it ******** or **********? Well, not that I ever tried to log in, not even once. Wah wah wah! Quite a determination there you see? *pats own head*

Kalau ada Fb, mungkin gambar ini lah yang akan di pilih sebagai profile picture

Oh Gemok, I miss youuuu! ♥

Tapi hari ni, after a heart to heart talk with my roommate, Syairah ada pulak this sudden urge to login. Not that I've anything important there but I've missed some updates about what's happening around like my friends' weddings & my almost daily chat with my cousin, Wan in Cairo

But has anyone ever missed my presence there, I wonder?

I even jokingly told my friend, Raudah that I'll login/create a Fb bila nak invite kawan-kawan to my wedding someday. Save sikit duit hantar kad + stamp + pos katanya. Cheapskate much, you see? Lol!

Musim exam ni macam lara sikit la perasaan mek. Old memories keep coming to me, it's probably because of the different atmosphere now as compared to the previous study weeks in May

Those days when my stressful nights weren't that stressful but yes, things come & go. So does my love story

It's been almost 6 months but look at me, still doomed & sored. Sigh...

Cinta Pandang Pertama ♥

2012-01-06T21:31:00.004+08:00

Dear Ma, Abah & Kakak,

Everybody in the Family knows that I'm the least cerewet one {in our Family} *coughs*, the one who can survive with budu, tempoyak & ikan rebus goreng only for lunch & dinner, who wears the same bajus over & over again until everybody gets tired of it, has the simplest collection of make-ups, can skip breakfast, lunch & dinner for The Sims, can sleep like nobody's business in a hot room sampai berpeluh-peluh tak pa asal boleh tidur & the list goes on

But pardon me, for I want to be a bit demanding as this Anak Bongsu is going to have her wishlist be heard & fulfilled this time come what may. Rain or shine, hatta yes or no

Well, I think everybody home is aware that I'll become a year older on January 23 *coughs*. So, I want these furry creatures for my next birthday & yes, this is an order instead of a birthday request

Demanding anak bongsu role- ON

Gebuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuunya kamu! ♥

Harassing Gemok's gebu nose & he likes it!

♥ ♥ ♥

I think I need to practice more on how to hold rabbits

Gemok looks so uncomfortable here, ke sebab perut dia buncit?

Apparently, rabbits' noses are gebu-er than cats'. Can't help but to fall in ♥

Oh, I heard that Abe Wa also likes rabbits. So yeah, we're going to be the strongest allies ever exist in the House. You guys just wait until I finish my final paper & balik rumah. Kami akan beradu tenaga untuk membela arnab. Nantikannnnn~~

And to Tommy, Odie & Citan, don't worry as Mommy/Mama {I'm confused like that. Both also can} still ♥ you! I'm missing you guys heaps!

Yang Benar,
Anak Bongsu + Mommy/Mama

{credits to the rabbits at Kokmie's house}

Ampun & Maaf Di Pinta

2012-01-05T16:30:00.010+08:00

Kondusif?

A day before my first paper {which is Bahasa Melayu For Law tomorrow evening} & I'm pretty scaredddddddd. If you ask me how much the preparation I've got in my pocket, I'm not even dare to come out with any %

Couldn't wait to finish these off anyway;

6.1 - Bahasa Melayu For Law
9.1 - Law of Evidence

12.1 - Advanced Criminal Procedure

15.1 - Advanced Civil Procedure

18.1 - Remedies {Contract, Tort & Bankruptcy}

Maka, di sini mek ingin memohon maaf di atas segala silap & salah mek samada di sini, mahupun di luar sana. Kosong-kosong na? Semoga di permudahkan segala urusan mek & kawan-kawan seperjuangan semasa musim peperiksaan ini, Amin & InsyaAllah...

And if you see this blog is updated in the future, promise would you say nothing against me? Mek tensen letteww!

Kalau Sudah Jodoh, Tak Ke Mana. Alhamdulillah! :D

2012-01-05T15:23:00.006+08:00

The Law of Evidence book, which I borrowed from the library about a month ago had decided to play hide & seek with me

It was not something funny, I swear. I searched for it high & low, to the extend of trespassing my officemates' lockers & stuff {I'm sooooo sorry!} but much to my disappointment, it decided to hide itself & probably had some good laughters watching me gelabah like a Mama kitten losing her anaks

Can you spot the red cover book lying on top of other books? {what a description!}

It was the last time I saw it before it went unseen & unheard for almost 2 weeks

Oh, pardon moi for the super mass. It was the last day of class & we were amidst of completing our Solicitor's Account File. Pheww!

Me & numbers, well, do I need to elaborate more?

A book like that can cost me as much as RM200+. It may sound not much to you but it surely is a lot to me! Stress mek memikirkannya & I refused to pay the penalty as it wasn't my fault! Told Ma about it a few days ago sebab rasa macam down gila & Ma's words were, "Tak ape lah. Redha je la. Mana tahu ade rezeki lain nanti?"

Mek pun redha di samping buat solat hajat & berdoa semoga jodoh kami panjang T_T

But surprise surprise, I found it this evening semasa sedang mengemas barang-barang untuk di bawa pulang ke kolej. Oh Tuhan, I swear I had searched at the same spot twice but tak jumpa. MasyaAllah, mek berasa sungguh gembira! I felt like hugging the book & kissing it bertubi-tubi. Ini mungkin juga berkat doa seorang Emak? ♥ Hehe!

Bila happy, kami akan bergambar dengan senyuman lebar seperti di atas ♥ {Sekadar gambar hiasan}

Don't have the guts to keep it anymore, in case dia nak main hide & seek lagi. So, I immediately returned it to the library & was penalized RM2.00 for late return. Ok la tu kan daripada kena bayar the purchase price

Now, I can enter the exam hall without having to think about the missing book anymore. Alhamdulillah! :D

You're Someone When I've No One

2012-01-04T08:20:00.000+08:00

When Bimboness Kicked In

2012-01-03T21:54:00.006+08:00

Ini adalah diari kehidupan mek pada hari ini

Went to bed at 3 something a.m, woke up about 5 hours later to get ready for Evidence replacement class at 9.30. Got my on-going assessment mark which is .... well, since it's not that good pun maka malu untuk di siarkan di sini -.-'

Had lunch at Thai Asam Fish with the other officemates & Black Pepper Chicken Rice that I ordered was goooood. Alhamdulillah. Tak tau pulak nasi is free flow, kalau tak mahu tambah lagi

Apa lagi nak cerita? Apa lagi apa lagi?

Had a good 2 hours' nap, siap berselimut tutup langsir bagai macam nak berhibernasi terus. Oh, before tidur siang tadi punyala mek mamai tak sabar nak tidur, doa sebelum tidur terus jadi niat solat zuhur. Lol!

Woke up for Asar when bimboness kicked in out of nowhere. Hence,

Wah wah! Awat berbeza benor dengan gambar pada bahagian atas kanan yang seperti telah tertumpah sirap itu dengan gambar sekarang? But you still can recognize me righttttt?

Everybody grows old, matter of factly *coughs* So, there's no element of surprise here

Anyway, thanks to the Law school for making my ageing process speeds faster than it should. Don't let me start on the jejerawats yang tumbuh bagaikan selepas hujan. One pops up after another, as if there's a massive party happening on my face. Not attractive at all, I know. Sigh!

Diari mek bersambung. Ada lagi ke orang baca?

Sebelum Maghrib, mek cuba menyiapkan medical report untuk Criminal Trial selepas final exam nanti. Mandi, solat Maghrib & baca al-Quran. Dan kemudiannya berblogging. Selepas ini mahu baca-baca nota Evidence pula

Mek telah berjinak-jinak dengan Red Bull, maka mek berharap dengan izin Allah Taala, semoga mek mampu bertahan sepanjang malam & pagi

Shah Alam Sessions Court, 30.12.2011
Adakah mek pasti ini adalah matlamat hidup yang di tuju?

Amalina Oh Amalina

2012-01-02T21:47:00.003+08:00

Read some comments from my friends on Twitter about #amalina & my high level of curiosity finally led me to some discoveries

So, the hottest topic tonight is about Amalina Che Bakri's pictures that have been spread around like pisang goreng panas {Well, if you don't know anything about it yet, don't worry. Hehe!} Since her special debut in 2004 {for making the whole nation went 'wow' with her 17As}, I've to admit that any news about this girl caught my attention

Not a fan of her anyway. Not after the number of As she managed to obtain. What did she eat la this girl? -.-'

Anyway, berbalik kepada cerita tadi of how she's changed after spending a few years in the UK & whatnot, it amuses me on how people have judged her. Of course I do have my own say too but it's better for me to keep my judgment to myself only, alright? Hehe!

Tapi, daripada kutuk-mengutuk bagai tu, adalah lebih baik kita doakan dia supaya insaf & berubah kan, kawan-kawan? And doa sekali supaya kita tetap iman & tak berubah hati ke arah itu. InsyaAllah, dapat juga pahala :)

Oh God, I sound like a nenek already! Is there anyone still reading this? -.-'

"He looks into our hearts & observe your deeds." But the question is, what have we done so far to please Him? Is it enough just to admit openly 'Urusan saya dengan Allah biarlah Dia yang tentukan' without actually do what He has asked us to do?

Tepuk dada, tanya Iman. Allahuahlam :)

Tempat Jauh Lagi DiKenang, Inikan Pula Tempat Tidur

2012-01-01T19:21:00.004+08:00

I'm a type of person who likes to study alone

By that it means, in a quiet room or place where I'm the only soul occupying the space {plus the malaikat & others}. I used to love studying at the library but deteste the frequent trips I had to make to the toilet. Like seriously, who can stand studying in a beku place like that? It's hard to focus you know? And worst case, it always triggered my appetite which often was satisfied by some jajans

Study 0 - satisfied tummy 1
I won't be surprised if I gain a few kilos after my final exam

Studying in the office/class is not bad, except that I'm so easily distracted with things around me. Kejap-kejap nak jalan-jalan tengok orang lain buat apa, kejap-kejap pergi MydinMart kat ground floor, kejap-kejap dok termenung nak makan apa for lunch or dinner

And paling tak tahan bila ada orang datang & sembang like this depan meja;

Cheqa & Juwe are discussing about their future i.e girls & marriage

So serious these guys, mek & Yana hanya mampu memandang sesama sendiri

Tetapi benarlah kata orang tua, hanya jauhari mengenal manikam. Tempat jauh lagi dikenang, inikan pula tempat tidur. Out of all places, I think studying in my room at Mawar is the most convenient one {so far} where I can study dengan cara bebas tanpa perlu mandi, bersiap atau makan terlebih dahulu!

Of course, it comes with a high price yakni #panggilantilam

My roommate, Syairah pulang ke rumah di Langkawi since Wednesday. So, I'm conquering the room like nobody's business which includes sleeping from 6 pm till 5.24 am this morning. Mek hanya bangun for solat & tengok fireworks from corridor at 12.00 am then sambung tidur balik. Tsk!

My 2011

2012-01-01T13:29:00.000+08:00

My 2011; it started with a lot of happiness, unexpected sadness in the middle which was then followed by inner struggle to survive & rise up again :)

Oh well, I was dumped. So, what do you expect? Hehe!

But on the brighter note, 2011 has taught me some lessons about life, love, friendship & also has led me to some positive change(s), Alhamdulillah. I thought of writing {or more like reminiscing} of what had happened to me along the year but it will be too time-consuming & my Family at home won't be so happy if they know I spend much time on laptop. Hehe!

I don't celebrate New Year {we've Maal Hijrah which was celebrated not long time ago. That New Year should be our top priority, not this one alright?} but like other people, I pray that may 2012 bring more happiness to me & my family, be it in any form it will be. As I'm going to be a year older in 22 days *coughs*, I pray may 2012 be a smooth-sailing journey for me in order to become a better person/muslimah/daughter/student inside out

I pray may yours pun will be baik-baik sahaja, alright? ;) May He never stop from showering His Mercy on us & lead us to the right path. Amin...

Take care & Assalamualaikum, people! Enjoy your Sunday! ♥

Hukum Menyambut Count Down

2012-01-01T11:56:00.000+08:00

Perhimpunan Sempena Tahun Baru 2012 at Dataran Shah Alam

Zizan Raja Lawak + Ustaz Azhar Idrus, what a pair! :D

Dear Self, Why Are You That Lazy?

2011-12-30T17:43:00.000+08:00

I don't know why my study progress is very slow. Like seriously Suria, do you only need to study 1 chapter per day? You think you only have 1 paper this semester? You think by getting 49 for Civil ongoing mark can make you goyang kaki all the way?

Banyak sangat benda yang melarakan lately, MasyaAllah -.-' Somebody please pinch my cheeks real hard!

Hopefully, by putting this up will put more gusto to myself. Or more like a self harsh reminder that if I don't get serious now, I can 100% assure myself that I'm going to be deadpan gelabah next week. Heh!

6.1 - Bahasa Melayu For Law
9.1 - Law of Evidence

12.1 - Advanced Criminal Procedure

15.1 - Advanced Civil Procedure

18.1 - Remedies {Contract, Tort & Bankruptcy}

23.1 - My birthday. WoOhoO! :D

I'm hereby giving a permission to anyone to pinch me if you see lepak-lepak or termenung anywhere. This girl has got to studyyyyyyyyyyy!

Blissfully Happy

2011-12-29T14:52:00.001+08:00

Looking at the picture above has given me a new definition of 'being blissfully happy'

This picture is perfect, in so many ways :)

{via ya-allah}

I've 2 New {Furry} Friends & Their Names Are Tom & Jerry

2011-12-29T13:48:00.004+08:00

Not in the best mood these past few days. My mind has been clouding by something worrying & the progress of my studies is so slow. Had the same pattern of dreams for some nights; about him, my past & the upcoming final exam. I feel demotivated. Like very demotivated & I don't know why I'm crying whilst typing this

Depress much? Or perhaps, this is just another episode of homesickness. Sigh!

Couldn't let myself flunk any paper or I would be in a great trouble next semester. Advanced Civil Procedure makes me go gering & worries me most :( Ya Allah, help me to go through this with ease. Amin...

Btw, meet my new furry friends! I haven't had any name yet for them but for now, let's call them Tom & Jerry! :D

They live in a box in front of a room on a ground floor. Banyak kali melawat mereka tapi banyak kali jugalah mereka tiada di dalam kotak, contohnya macam malam & tengah hari tadi. Tuan empunya bilik cakap kadang-kadang the kittens will be in her room. Takkan mek nak ketuk bilik dorang pulak kan? :(

Imagine this; *knocks on the door* "Assalamualaikum.. Boleh saya berjumpa dengan anak-anak kucin?"

That will be pretty lame ayte?

Sorry loves, you're so cute that I had to wake you up ♥

But the yellow one didn't bother at all with our presence. Penat stay up ke dik?

Look at his/her left leg! He's trying to push me away. Hahahah!

At last, one decent pict of us ♥

Ghuraba In Hamburg, Germany

2011-12-28T22:44:00.002+08:00

Subhanallah... Do you feel what I feel whilst watching this video?

There shouldn't be any reason to not perform our solat, nak-nak bila ada surau/masjid yang selesa & besar :)

{credits to adlinizyana}

Would You Keep Her In Your Doa, Please?

2011-12-28T00:12:00.001+08:00

After some persuasion from Syairah & Yana, I finally spent some time to watch The Sister's Keeper for the first time last 2 weeks

I'm not a big fan of sad ending movies, let alone those with perplexing story lines that require criticial thinking with dup dap dup dap moments {I've had enough of those at Law School. Not exaggerating but true story. My heart needs a rest too you know?} but this one is rather an exception

It's about the siblings & parents' unconditional love having a daughter with leukimia. The storyline was beautiful; a great combination between medical stuff & law. Being over sensitive me, I couldn't tahan my air mata from mengalir a few times. Well, of course after checking that nobody's looking. Hehe!

A few scenes had reminded me to my relationship I've with my Sister, the one & only sibling I've after the demise of my 2 elder siblings in 1993 & 2005

Kakak & I were born 5 years apart from each other with 2 different sets of characters & personalities. She's more manja yet tegas, always bubbly, can perfectly minggle with anyone she meets while me, I'm shy & reserved. I do love making friends but too shy {well, again} to make a move. Or perhaps, I should blame the lack of social skill in me? Need to speak & be more ramah-tamah next time!

We always had something to argue & needless to say, being weak me *coughs* I was the one who ended up being a victim. Countless of time after our heated arguments, I cried alone in my room like nobody's business & then Ma came to pujuk me

Sadddddd! #nasibsibongsu. Nonetheless, I still love her! Bak kata pepatah, air di cincang tidak akan putus

Anyway, Kakak's going to have a surgery at HUSM tomorrow morning. She's been admitted since Monday & tonight, she spends her second night at the ward by sharing a bed with Ma. Auww! So cute! ♥ I can imagine them cuddling each other like 2 kittens. Hehe!

Would you keep her in your doa, please? I really appreciate that, tqvm! May the surgery go well without any complication. Amin & InsyaAllah...

Us, last Eid
The Two Ladies that mean a world to me ♥

Should I Kiss You Goodbye?

2011-12-27T16:31:00.003+08:00

Had a Viva Conveyancing this morning which I'm not so proud to desribe it as D I S A S T R O U S. File 2 & File 4, why did you need to be that hard on meeeeeeeeeeee? :(

Anyway, I'm glad that it's over, though it's a few days late compared to my other batchmates. Hehe! Pray to Allah moga-moga out of 10%, mek dapatlah secebis markah untuk Viva tu. Amin...... Tak larat nak fikir lagi dah, nanti emo pula di petang hari. Tsk!

I'm officially done with LL.B Part 1. WoohoO!
Well, not really until my last paper on this coming 18th January

This Blog Is A Circus

2011-12-26T16:12:00.000+08:00

Do you notice a major change to my blog layout? Do you do you do youuuu?

I'm getting bored with my collection of blog headers, some of them are just too childish for my liking. Maka, seiring dengan pertambahan umur *coughs*, I opt for something simpler instead :D

For self reminiscing purpose, here are my some blog headers from the past

Taken from Google. Credits to my Sister for informing me about this. Terus mek printscreen

The most childish header that I ever made. Siap kepala kucin bagai. Hehe!

Among my favorite. I've fetish with black frames, I don't know why

It's still holiday, isn't it? So, apakah agenda anda pada petang Isnin yang berbahagia ini, rakan-rakan? Kalau ikut rasa hati, mahu sahaja mek tidur but I've Viva Conveyancing the first thing tomorrow morning & I still have 3 files yang perlu di hafal steps nya

Have a nice day, people! Take care! ♥

The Merciful Thou

2011-12-25T23:25:00.002+08:00

Ya Allah,

How gentle you are with me in spite of my great ignorance

And how merciful You are with me in spite of my ugly deeds...

Siri Makan-makan & Berjalan-jalan Bersama Rakan-rakan

2011-12-25T15:45:00.003+08:00

I think I've a big appetite as compared to my petite body

I spend 80% of my allowance on food & the other 20% on things like top-up tickets, stationery etc. Unfortunately, I'm not that advanterous when it comes to trying new food. I love eating at new places or restaurants but I'll order something familiar from the menu

Thus, the reason why I can be extremely loyal to Ayam Penyet Wong Solo? 5 times in a row went to Wong Solo but I still craved for more. How how like that? Tsk!

Anyway, me & my other classmates {plus Ayuni from kelas sebelah} had our late lunch at BigTaste Cafe at Sect 7, Shah Alam 2 days ago. Ni kununnya sempena meraikan penat lelah selepas menghantar Solicitor's Accout File & masa tu perut memang di tahap lapar yang maksima

It was my first time there, obviously & in order to be fair to my purse & be safe to my tummy, I ordered Black Pepper Chicken with rice to feast my appetite, not to forget to pujuk my loud thumping tummy

Its interior is nice, reminds me to Pizza Frenzy game

Us, from L to R; Akmal, yours truly, Eja, Nobby, Shaf, Fiqah & Ayuni

Drama sebabak bersama A & A

Perut melayu original katanya, haruslah makan nasik. I would rate it 7/10

Oleh kerana kawan-kawan saya mahu menonton Sherlock Holmes, off we went to Space U8, a very new mall in TTDI Jaya bracing the road jam & all tatkala hujan renyai-renyai membasahi bumi pada petang Jumaat yang syahdu itu
..

Melayan jiwang selama satu jam di sini. Fuh!

It's a friendly enviromental mall, the first ever built in Malaysia. Maka, tiada sistem pendingin hawa di gunakan. You will see a lot of giant fans seperti dalam gambar di atas di dalam mall itu. It's one brilliat idea I think sebab suasana dalam tu ada angin sepoi-sepoi bahasa

I know it's a new mall but didn't expect that it's that freaking newwwwwwww! 98% shop lots are either close or still under construction but thank God, ramai jugak la orang-orang di dalam itu & food court juga sudah di buka. They insisted me to join them but since I don't go to cinema {I've nothing against the idea of watching movies at cinemas, honestly}, I just waited them outside sambil berjalan-jalan meihat alam seorang diri selama almost 3 hours

I really deserve an award for this, I guess. Lol!

But of course I had to face the music as I had received 2 phone calls from the Parents later, each came in with 5 minutes interval. Itu lah adat menjadi anak bongsu dik, dah tua-tua macam ni pun kena report segala aktiviti. Risaukan keselamatan diri katanya -.-'

Where Art Thou?

2011-12-24T22:47:00.003+08:00

I've one thing that has been bugging me that there were times when I got so stressed & just let the worriness shown on my face
.

I put the Law of Evidence book {red cover} on my table yesterday evening with an intention to return/get it renewed at the library. Everything happened so fast that it's gone in a few blinks of eyes! I did search for it high & low on my firmmates' tables & lockers serta meja-meja yang sekitar dengannya, sent text msg to a few classmates kot-kot dorang tersimpan or terambik etc but nada

Sigh!

I don't know whether somebody has taken it by mistake or kept it with intention but for whatever reason it is, I pray it will come back to me soon. Amin... Please please please, please return it back to me. Otherwise, I need to pay the penalty & you know how expensive those kind of books are ayte? :((

Please help me to ease this burden, Ya Allah..

Qadha Sampai Lebam

2011-12-23T23:54:00.005+08:00

Today marks my last day of being a LL.B Part 1 student

No joyous celebration except going to bed at 2 something am trying to finish the Solicitor's Account file & tidur-tidur ayam till the morning as I was supposed to have my Viva Conveyancing this afternoon but it is postponed to next Tuesday. Cuak mek nak menghadap lecturer one on one ni. Haih!

Anyway, I've 3 new pimples emerging on my face. Not attractive at all & I expect more to comeeeee during these 2 weeks of study leave. My first paper, Bahasa Melayu For Law will be on 5th January btw. Any breakfast/lunch/dinner/supper invitation is much appreciated kerana mek tahu, nafsu makan akan membuak-buak apabila seteress

Seteress = makan banyak = kenyang = mengantuk = tidur = jiwa kacau kerana banyak tidur = seteress

I'm so sleepy now & I'm so going to qadha all my sleepless nights sampai lebam before I put my studying cap on. I'm not sure at what time I'll up tomorrow morning, so let just assume that my Saturday will officially begin before the cows go home alright? Hehe!

Have a nice weekend, people! Assalamualaikum & take care! ♥

Me, on my sleep leave

Because We're Fun That Way

2011-12-22T07:45:00.003+08:00

It was an usual stressful yet no-class-what-we-should-do-now-instead-buat-kerja-yang-tak-habis-habis afternoon, where me & my other classmates decided to go for a video call. We were just 5 metres away from each other but it seemed like we were separated by 7 seas! Hillarious!

"Throng: Snow ka kat sana?" -.-'

Team A {Throng & Cheqa} against Team B {Juwe, Anas, Eja & yours truly}, well you can say which side of the world is more interesting & happening ayte? Lol!
.

I'm soooo going to miss my classmates this holiday :) ♥

I nearly forgot the existance of YM & such until a few weeks ago. Should put the blame on Kakak who insists to see me live even when I'm so serabai in the class :-"

You're Beautiful

2011-12-21T00:26:00.001+08:00

A room painted with white & some minimal yet colourful things/decorations never failed to amaze me ♥♥♥

Of Distance & Distant

2011-12-20T23:33:00.015+08:00

Long distance relationship; if only it were that easy

Anyone of you here with some stories of long distance relationship {LDR}? *angkat tangan*

I had my own experience of what LDR is when I was only 16, which was also my first love :) Mr I & I met during a Japanese festival or known as Hari Kebudayaan Jepun SBP held in my school & to cut it short, we became an item later. I refused to use the word 'couple' as it sounds so high school though we really were back then. Lol!

How we met was really a coincidence & it was also the night he celebrated his 16th birthday, which is on 31 March

He studied in a religious boarding school in Negeri Sembilan while I was stuck in an all girls' boarding school in Pasir Puteh. Handphones were a luxury back then {and also after his father decided to tarik balik his hp after his bills melambung tinggi & juga akibat hp dirampas di hostel. Tsk!}, so what we always did was to get as many coins we could to call each other especially during weekends or semasa over night di rumah

No dating di hujung minggu or whatsoever except for long letters which I still keep them all at home, e-mails, phone calls, cards etc. You know, like normal teenage lovebirds. Hehe!

Our LDR lasted about 2 years & a half with only 1 meeting. Yup yup, the first & last time we met was during the Japanese festival in my school. Remember? There were a few plans to meet up but mind you, KL & K.Bharu aren't that near

We parted our own ways before he left for New Zealand to further his studies in engineering in 2005. I must say, both of us had our fair share of contributory factors to the break up. Well, everybody did mistakes & we were so immature back then. Nonetheless, it was a very beautiful LDR for me :')

And I remember giving him a phone call before he boarded his plane to New Zealand & cried as if there's no tomorrow. I've a few friends who witnessed that & it's become an inside joke between us now. Bahahaha! But really, that was one of the saddest days for me

Well, if Mara didn't turn down my scholarship application, we would probably have been studying in the same uni in New Zealand & who knows our story could have been better?

7 years after our first meeting, we finally met for the second time last year during Ramadhan. We had buka puasa together & I was accompanied by my friend. There wasn't much of cheesy jejak kasih-kasihan & what not la di situ {but I was so nervous, I couldn't speak properly!} but stilllll, my hp kept receiving texts from my Kakak & a few close friends eager to know the updates. So busy these people, huh?

Mr I & I remain friends till now, anyway. The end :)

Well, my main point is simple. If you're reading this & in a LDR, then go go gooo! Go, fight, amend & bertahan for it! Circumtances may vary from one person to another but I strongly believe that distance is just a measure {a very long one if you're less fortunate. Hehe!}. The most important ingredients in every relationship are trust & commitment. Of course love is vital too but without the first two, it could be like going to Eiffel Tower without mengambil gambar

I don't know what has driven me to come up with this semi jiwang post but for the countless of time, I'm going to admit this that I miss being 16. Things were so pure & innocent back then & of course I miss us, I miss being us

Ni final exam lagi 2 weeks ni lagi laaaaaaaaaaaaaa buat mek rasa nak kembali kepada zaman muda-mudi dulu where the things that worried me most were lauk tak sedap di dining hall, monthly tests & homework tak siap T_T

Meowww {Which Means Go To Sleep Baby Connar. Go.... To.... Sleep....}

2011-12-20T10:25:00.000+08:00

Reading this post of how a cat, Stewie managed to lull his master's baby, Connar to sleep makes me smile. Reminds me to all my furry adik-adik at home! Especially those days where we spent some quality times together. You know, when I was having a tidur siang alone then bila bangun, tengok-tengok there were Odie & Puteh sleeping next to meeee! ♥

Adakah itu perasaan seorang surirumah yang menghabiskan masa-masa di rumah bersama anak-anak kecil? Provided that they behave well la kan?

I should stop posting things about cats but apparently, I can't

Of Furry Adik-adik

2011-12-18T07:18:00.003+08:00

Read Ejatie's blog about her Adik & that makes me miss my {furry} Adik-adik too

August, 2011

I miss my late cat, Puteh. I miss this duo, Puteh & Odie Jr. I miss seeing them chasing each other although it often caused chaos to our kitchen. But we didn't mind because they made us happy. I miss them, I really do. Looking at the pictures above makes my heart ache :(

Living in a petite famille of 5 {plus the brother-in-law} makes us appreciate cats more than you can imagine. I can't imagine life without cats & you've to admit that they're the second cutest things in this world! Well, after cute babies & cute guys it is. Lol!

Time to hit the books. Walaupun masih banyak yang belum di cover oleh mek, tetapi dengan selambanya mek telah tidur selama 9 jam malam tadi. Sleepyhead is at her best when it rains! WoohOo!

All the best to all LL.B Part 1 for our Advanced Criminal Procedure common test tomorrow. Semoga di permudahkan urusan kami, Amin & InsyaAllah. It's a 3 hours & a half test which will start at 7:30 am. So hopefully no grumpiness, sleepy-face, I-wannnaaa-daiii etc coming from us tomorrow. Hehe!

And hopefully, out of 200 marks, mek mampu la score better than the previous test. Amin.. Too malu to reveal the markah here, you know? Wuwuwu!

Of Forensic Science Class & Forever Alone

2011-12-17T12:42:00.005+08:00

With Pak Mid & Tuan Firdaus after the class

During Forensic Science class last Friday;

Anas: Betul ke hari tu Cookie cakap nanti kursus kawen dorang nak buat sekali dengan qiamullail?

Saya: Oh, dengar cite la. Tak de la dorang amend lagi so far. Kenapa? Dah nak pergi kursus kawen ke?

Anas: Tak de la. Alang-alang, baik buat sekarang. Senang. Hehe!

Saya: Biasanya orang pergi dengan partner kan? Kalau pergi sorang, nampak sangat forever alone

Anas: Forever alone? Lol!

But is it true they're going to organize it for 3 weeks, instead of 2 days macam sekarang? Orang cakap, lagi seronok pergi ramai-ramai dengan kawan-kawan uni sebab boleh gelak berjemaah. Bahahaha!

And what a random thought la Anas tiba-tiba tanya pasal kursus kawen tatkala Pak Mid & Tuan Firdaus sedang khusyuk menceritakan tentang jenis-jenis senapang, pistol & ammunition di hadapan kelas. Lucky thing there were no gory pictures of dead bodies shown in the slides yesterday. I've enough, seriously -.-'

I Couldn't Agree More With You, James

2011-12-17T08:10:00.002+08:00

Of A Rainbow-Striped Wedding Dress/Songket

2011-12-16T21:46:00.003+08:00

I think I've made it clear before that I love anything in bright colours

I love them so much that unlike some of girls at my age who have already had in their mind the colour of the songket/dress they are going to wear on their wedding day *coughs*, I haven't found any colour that matches my liking yet

So choosy huh?

Might as well wear a rainbow-striped dress/songket althought it's no doubt that my Mother will get so murka with me. Lol!

Things inside my bag

From left to right; Make up bag, handphone, purse, glasses case, pensil case

And yes, I'm quite bimbo when it comes to polka dots. I think they're pweeeettyyy!

My study table at my room in Kolej Mawar

So kindergarten-like but colours can stimulate your brain, you know?

Apakah signifikasinya kura-kura itu, I don't know also

But donning in black & white 5 days per weeks isn't that bad, anyway :)

Weekend is already hereeeee! WoohoO! But I've a replacement class from 10 am till 1 pm tomorrow & an Advanced Criminal Procedure test on Monday at 7.30 am. Yeah yeah, at 7.30 am di pagi hari tatkala kesan embun pun belum hilang lagi. It's 3 hours & a half paper, with 200 marks total

So yeah, no weekend again for us -.-'

Dress To Please

2011-12-15T21:13:00.001+08:00

Did you ever have those perplexing time when what you've inside your closet doesn't actually match your taste? Or those sad times when what you've inside your purse doesn't allow you to grab that beautiful skirt/blouse/scarf displayed at the shops without even looking at the pricetag? {those moments that make me miss my Ma's purse the most. Hehe!}

I want to be stylish {or at least look like one, according to my own standard which is *cough* pretty low} yet not revealing & follow the right dress code as ordered by Him but the challenge is how to become one without looking too sappy or selekeh?

*looking at own self now. It's already 8:54 pm & belum mandi. Failllll!*

Well, everybody has their own definition of what stylish is ayte? So, who are we to judge? I'm not stylish, let alone a fashionista {bahaha! This tickles me!} but I believe, feeling comfortable with what you don in, is the key to look confident *flips tudung kiri kanan*

And of course, we dress to please Allah, not the opposite gender :)

{credits to iheartfashionandmakeup}

He Knows Best

2011-12-15T19:53:00.000+08:00

Allah knows what’s best for us

So why should we complain

We always want the sunshine

But He knows there must be rain

We always want the laughter

And the merriment of cheer

But our hearts will lose their tenderness

If we never shed a tear.

Allah tests us often

With suffering & with sorrow

He tests us not to punish us

But to help us meet tomorrow

For growing trees are strengthened

If they withstand the storm

And the sharp cut of the chisel

Gave the marble grace & form

Allah tests us often

And for every pain He gives to us

Provided we’re patient

Is followed by rich again

So whenever we feel that everything is going wrong

It is just Allah’s way

To make our spirit’s strong

:)

gomoi-gomoi

2011-12-14T21:37:00.003+08:00

Was on ym with my Sister just now when she forced our cat, Tommy to join the video call. I've been missing him heaps & the fact that he's getting fatter, fatter, fatter & fatter makes me want to go home & gomoi-gomoi him!! Gerammmmmm!

So clever this furry fat guy. Muka tekun cannot blah! Lol!

Mesti dalam hati Tommy, dia berkata-kata "Oh mai Goddd! Waiii Mama's in the glasssshh? Sambadi plishh get her out of hirrrr! Ai wuv Mama! Ai want to kishh her!"

Auwww! *melts* :')

Walau pada hakikatnya, Tommy is not that romatic pun which is a lucky thing for us. Kalau tak, nanti dia jadi kasanova like his big brother, Odie yang menjadikan rumah kami sebagai hotel/rumah tumpangan

I ♥ you, Tommy. Wait for Mama, ok? *gomoi-gomoi dari jauh*

Pssttt!

2011-12-14T14:10:00.003+08:00

Thanks to Twitter, everything becomes so easy & fast nowadays
Nak bergossip inter firms pun bolehhh! Hehe!

Run Baby Run {Part 5}

2011-12-13T09:00:00.002+08:00

It's true that a person who knows how to manipulate his/her time pretty well will never have that 'I'm boring *yawns* moment. Itulah ciri-ciri pemuda-pemudi harapan bangsa!

*yawns*

Anyway, here are some pictures of 'We Run KL' 10 km run last month. I know I'm about *counts* 3 weeks late but since I didn't win get any place {amongst thousands of participants mind you}, so yeah, tertunda la dia. Hehe!

At 5:45 am, in the bus heading to the venue. I think Hann & Ani look like so cute here!

Everybody's walking towards to the venue, Padang Merbok, Jalan Parlimen

Me & Fifah, after finishing our first 10 km *kembang-kempis tahan nafas*

Gambar a few seconds after reaching at finishing line ada dalam hp, mek malas nak transfer. Imagine a lobster in a orange shirt & black shawl sedang menahan mengah, not attractive at all

Only managed to finish the race in 1 hour 39 minutes. I know, it was nothing impressive about it. Could have done better if I didn't stop at every drink point {there were 4 of them, ada yang mek amik 2 cups terus. Lol!} & didn't stop by to take pictures -.-'

Buttttt, I'm still proud of myself though. Running for 10 km isn't as easy as eating ice-cream when you've toothache or drinking a cup of air gamat {?}. Went to bed at 1 something am that morning & woke up at 5 am, I was so sleepy that I'm afraid that I would fall asleep whilst running

Me, Inte & a cup of peppermint ice-cream

LL.B boleh! #tibe

With my classmate, Parishaaa! {bukan nama sebenar}

Sweaty orange people

Semasa berlari-lari, my mind kept shouting 'Oh my God, why am I doing this to myself?', 'Oh my God, why am I torturing myself like this?', 'Kamon kamonn! You can do it!'. That 10 km run felt like 105645987549 km for me! Over sangat bunyi tapi itu lah hakikatnya

Well, I'm looking forward for another run although the aftermath was so painful that me & my friends walked lika a pool of penguin for a few days. Urat-urat terkejut barangkali. Tak dak exercise apa, tiba-tiba lari 10 km terus -.-'

The Bakery

2011-12-11T14:48:00.003+08:00

Do you have any song which can make you enter into that mode instantly?

How I wish somebody will dedicate this song to me someday *dreams*

Play me The Bakery by Arctic Monkeys & you can see me smile or hum or sing along, which I've done this a lot in the class lately. Sorry dear firmmates & firm sebelah for the sound pollution. I know my voice is nothing on par with Akmal, Eja & Shaf but just bear with me ok? :')

Gambar selingan. From left to right; Shaf, Nobby, yours truly & Mimi

You know I'm so much under pressure when I put that 'I'm so busy & seteress! Would you please show me some ♥ by ignoring what I'm doing now?' stickynote on my forehead. And by that it means having a lot of titdbits & bottles of juice/milo/mineral water on my table or menyampuk orang lain menyanyi. Meja yang penuh dengan buku-buku juga boleh menjadi yardstick kepada tahap kesibukan

It's true when people say a person tends to be out of control when he/she's stressed out. The other day, I heard my oh-so-shy classmate, Anas singing some songs while completing his Probate file at 10 pm. Wah, suara emas & that was rare! Lol!

Btw, when I say 'I sing', it actually means 'rapping'. I've been convinced by my friends & family that my voice is totally out of tune & whenever I sing, they will go, "Nyanyi lagu apa ni? Tak ada tone langsung!"

I'm admitting that with a humble heart T_T

Nope Nope, I'm Not Complaining

2011-12-11T12:29:00.002+08:00

3 days off with 2 days of replacement classes on Saturday & Monday. That equals to 8 hours spent with your bel♥ved lecturers within 4 boring walls at the faculty. I've to admit that I often had a hard time trying to give my 100% focus in the class during public holiday. My mind was elsewhere & I don't blame her, really

Nope nope, I'm not complaining *coughs*

Anyway, how are you, people? Ada sihat? Sudah makan? Mahu ke manakah pada hari ini instead of being in your room, trying to finish all the 3 assignments, 1 presentation, 1 test & 2 Viva due next week?

Nope nope, I'm not complaining *coughs*

Ok la. My Evidence assignment sedang menangis teresak-esak meminta perhatian. Alololololo! Don't worry Honey, Mommy's coming!

Have a nice day, people! Take care & Assalamualaikum ♥

When I was a kid, Ma used to stock these aiskrim potong a lot in our fridge. My favourite flavour was grape! :D

The Ultimate Source Of Happiness

2011-12-10T17:20:00.002+08:00

Don't seek or rely your happiness on others as they tend to fail & doom you in sorrow
But make Allah as the ultimate source of happiness as He knows everything that you don't know
He even has something greater planned for you long before you know it :)

Of Being A Lawyer-ed Housewife

2011-12-08T07:35:00.000+08:00

Received a phone call from Fad a few days ago, a friend of 8 years plus a senior who's working at one legal firm in Subang

Saya: Eh, where are you now?

Fad: In the car, aku baru balik dari office

Saya: Same la. Tapi kau stay back pun dapat gaji, aku stay back kat office penat je la. Esok ade Contract test, study tak habis lagi

Fad: Don't worry Cookie. Your time will come

Saya: I want to be a housewifeeee!

Fad: Please don't!!! You've come this far & now you want to waste your talent?

Saya: What talent? I've none

Fad: See, kau selalu suka merendahkan diri sendiri *continues lectures until his hp battery died*

It's funny how people could see something within yourself {not that I've always received such compliment though} but diri sendiri masih ada doubt & malu-malu. My level of self-esteem is seriously baddddddddd :(

Maybe I need to talk more & make more friendsssss?