Received a surprise bouquet of 20 bars of chocolates from A.H, delivered to my office this morning :)
I officially turned a year older last Friday, 23/01 at 6.45 a.m to be specific. Alhamdulillah
All praises to Allah for this countless of blessings in terms of nikmat umur, health, family & other rizq. My
life may not perfect but I'm very grateful for every single thing I
have now
This is my last birthday as a single woman
& I have a pretty mixed feeling about this. Cried a
bucket on my birthday night thinking that I will no longer
be my Parents' responsibility after the akad. Can I just freeze time &
be their little girl forever? Ya Allah, grant them Your jannah for all the sacrifices they've made in raising me & my siblings up, help
& ease my affairs to make them happy & give them the best state
of health. Amin ya rabbal alamin
I'm
not big fan of birthday as it had always reminded how I've aged over
these years *in denial* but I don't mind receiving surprise &
presents on my birthday though. Asked A.H why he gave me a bouquet of
chocolates & not traditional flowers, his answer was "Sebab bunga
akan layu. Baik chocolates. Kenyang". So clever my Fiance, dah tau salah satu
kegemaran mek ialah makan chocolate, bukan makan bunga :P Nonethelss thanks a lot A.H for his effort in making this bridezilla happy ♥
Anyway, I still haven't had the chance to reply to each birthday wishes/duas that I received but InsyaAllah will do so soon. And for everyone who is reading this,
ampun maaf for all my mistake. With this brand new age (yes yes, dah makin tua) I pray may Allah help me to become a better person/daughter/sister/
26 days before the Wedding, may Allah ease
